| Help with my daughter
My wife (who died four years ago from a car crash) and I had our daughter when we were still both 18. Now she is 14 (me 33). I have been an insomniac since conception (my mother can vouch for that), and now take heavy duty sleeping pills to sleep, because I am now strictly dependent on them from a lifetime of taking sleep medication. So this makes me a heavy sleeper. Over the last three years my daughter has gotten into the habit of straddling my waist and bouncing around and rocking back and forth to wake me up. I have NEVER had an impure thought about my little princess, and often find the stuff posted here disgusting, but I have never been one to force my opinions on others.
The problem is... Two weeks ago around 4am I woke up after having a dream that I had my penis stuck inside a hot tube that was sucking the life out of me. When I opened my eyes, my daughter was lying at my knees sucking my penis. I just froze and couldn't do anything for the rest of the three seconds it took me to climax. After that I just made a weird loud noise that I didn't even know I could make, and she jumped off the bed. I wanted to ask her what she was doing (stupid question I know), but just screamed at her to go to her room.
She ran out of the house and didn't come back until around 8 in the morning. I wanted to sit her down and talk to her about it, but I just CAN'T. I am so scared to take her to a psychiatrist or doctor, because my best friend is a detective, and he is always telling me stuff about how the police really work. I am scared that they will think that I forced her into it, or even worse, investigate and find that it wasn't my idea and take my daughter away from me because she might be mentally sick or something.
What should I do, and how? | 
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