Oh mygosh, Jester... if you can manage to quit during such a time as THIS, you're golden, man. Seriously. You have strength within you to beat such a ridiculously addictive habit in the face of all this other crap and you're still makin' it.
About the other things, as long as you are plugging away on the job search and really fighting hard to get somewhere with it, you'll be good. Just keep praying that God opens and closes doors to make sure you get in where you should be. Friends will follow. Plus, you have a ton of friends here, although "merely" online, they're still pretty amazing people and they love and care about you as face-to-face friends would.
Well, I already cheated. I had a few drags off a cigar today. Like, four drags. So yeah.
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Please don't take this the wrong way, Jester, but...
PLEASE DON'T LET THAT DE-RAIL YOUR PROGRESS!!!
Please! Sometimes, people fall back when they've come so far, but do not - for one second - think that gives you a "gimme" to start all over. Don't let those 4 drags bring you to the gutter. Don't figure "Oh... well, what's 4 more... and 4 more.. and 4 more" and before you know it, you're right back where you started. 4 drags. So what? You are still kickin' tail on this! I read in the other thread that you've gone 7 days... that's BIG. Don't you forget that, mister!
I take up compassion and surrender my excuses. I stand against injustice and commit to live out simple acts of God's love. I refuse to do nothing. This is my resolve. I AM THE LOVE REVOLUTION.
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Jesus, I plead Your blood over my sins and the sins of my nation. God, end abortion and send revival to America. Amen.
IJWTS -I fell asleep while I was playing with my cat on the floor, and I just woke up. That put me in a weird mood. I'm supposed to be going to sleep about now.
Edit: The Yankees won!
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IJWTS -I fell asleep while I was playing with my cat on the floor, and I just woke up. That put me in a weird mood. I'm supposed to be going to sleep about now.
Edit: The Yankees won!
IJWTS~Awww what's your kitty's name?
IAWTS~Don't remind me. . .I can't stand them.
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IJWTS - I haven't posted any more pics b/c my sister is taking her sweet time getting the disc to me that has the pics on it. I haven't even seen ANY of them yet. So, please stop harrassing me on FB. lol
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