I have posted a few of my pictures

In this world there is a measurement of perfection, of course it isn't The Father's, but still living in a fleshly body as we do we tend to go by the world's measurement system as to what is good. At times I reckon it is easy for some to just start using The Father's measuring system and give up on using the world's. And those who are weak willed are burdened with continually using the world's since they can't fathom The Father's as of yet. That is why there are those who are strong in The Father who have the growing Faith of The Son that are needed to strengthen those who are weak. Also when one grows up to fast in the Knowledge of The Father without first being established with a surrounding of strong ones in The Father then they can become quite judgemental and self-righteous and thinking he/she knows most everything. Yes, the person might know quite a bit of Truth, but that individual isn't filled with The Father's Spirit. That person has gained knowledge of good and evil without the filling. That is where I feel I am at.
Over the years I have become more judgemental like for instance. I smoke cigarettes. Will smoking cigarettes cause me to lose my salvation? I have went to many fellowships where I live and found one that some people went outside during a break and lit up. That was amazing to me. But inside I felt it is wrong to smoke and felt judgemental. So I begin to feel the words in the bible beating at me about being a hypocrite myself. So I judge myself and end up weaker still. And so on and so on. Till there is just a lump of mush left.
People say G-D can use you even though you aren't perfect. I have thought that way for the longest time while I was smoking pot. Because it lowered my judgemental spirit and opened me up to be happy for once. But since I quit I don't have any peace about me. Not that I am going to start smoking pot again. I want the True peace that transcends understanding. Not like most of the people who claim to have peace and show it on the surface but actually don't down inside. That in itself is hypocrisy. Yes, that is a judgement.
In reality I am not grown up, I am a child. But at the same time I know from experiencing things in this world(people of the world) and also in the spiritual part(believers). Many or rather most of those believers are just like people in the world. I am leery of those who claim belief more so then those in the world because I know where those in the world stand. Judge not those in the world but those within the realm of belief. I can't remember right off the scripture but those of you know it by heart or by thought as I do.
So I end up saying I am wrong and others are right, when I also feel they aren't right. So I am stuck in a stalemate. I lose and so does The Father since I don't feel I can moved forward, not having a closeness to others who claim to believe in Him.
I know HaS-tan has filled the realm of believers with lies mixed with truth. I have seen and adjusted around those lies, granted not in my own self(selfishness). I blame myself and no one else.

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