Last May the president here was fired for a number of things, fraud and other shady dealings. Anyway, we got a consultant right afterward and she has jumped right in as the commander. We sell an outdated product for an outdated industry, sales were getting through by the skin of our teeth before. Now I've been tasked with bumping my monthly goal up by 500%.
Sounds reasonable, right???
Anyway, my dissatisfaction with 90% of this environment is making me lose sleep, take more antidepressants, and make me a miserable person for 40+ hours a week. I've been here for 2 years and have loved it up until May. I never went home complaining.
I even wish that I will just eventually get fired for not having these monster numbers that we've all been tasked with. I mean how am I going to pull in the same $ amount as our vp who has been here for 20 years? Nothing short of a miracle....
I've started working on a resume and hope to find a job where I can use my God-given people skills to make some kind of difference. I have diabetes, so having a job with good insurance is crucial.
Thanks for listening and thanks for the prayers!
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