i also need prayer because i have been verbally abused for a very long time. i went through some traumatic things in later life, and now i have symptoms of ptsd, post traumatic stress syndrome. it sucks. on top of having no confidence and being depressed in my life i worry all the time. i was told not to go on medication because that was not where healing comes from. i agree. but in the meantime, i would not say it stopns me from doing my job, but it affects my conversation with my employer especially because my former employer who i recently went to court with for unemployment put me down a lot about me worrying and said i was screwed up basically, but it is not true, there is nothing wrong with me, i just have problems. she calls it shyness. some people call it nerves. i call it worrying. i hate that i deal with it at work because when i my manager comes by most of the time i think it but it does not show i am afraid to do anything wrong, but sometimes it shows. she said my job is fine. she knows i am stressed, but she does not know all the story because it is not for employers to know. i am concerned that over time she will lose her patience. and i will be angry my worrying affected my job. many people have problems, i just read that someone got their car stolen. but i hate my life right now because of this. why can't i just be like i was before!!!??? please pray.
Great! I'll be the first one to pray for you! What a delightful opportunity
your giving to me. The Lord is good!
First Cor. 15: 50-51 flesh & blood cannot inherit the Kingdom of God
Phil 3:20-21 we will be transformed with great power to be like Jesus
Mt 13: 44 hidden treasure
Col 3:1-4 your life is hidden in Christ
Keeping you in my prayers
I read your prayer request again and you seem like your having a very difficult time. I pray the Lord will really help you in your life. Take the time in prayer to surrender your life and everything to God. I know the Lord will help you to overcome.
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i also need prayer because i have been verbally abused for a very long time. i went through some traumatic things in later life, and now i have symptoms of ptsd, post traumatic stress syndrome. it sucks. on top of having no confidence and being depressed in my life i worry all the time. i was told not to go on medication because that was not where healing comes from. i agree. but in the meantime, i would not say it stopns me from doing my job, but it affects my conversation with my employer especially because my former employer who i recently went to court with for unemployment put me down a lot about me worrying and said i was screwed up basically, but it is not true, there is nothing wrong with me, i just have problems. she calls it shyness. some people call it nerves. i call it worrying. i hate that i deal with it at work because when i my manager comes by most of the time i think it but it does not show i am afraid to do anything wrong, but sometimes it shows. she said my job is fine. she knows i am stressed, but she does not know all the story because it is not for employers to know. i am concerned that over time she will lose her patience. and i will be angry my worrying affected my job. many people have problems, i just read that someone got their car stolen. but i hate my life right now because of this. why can't i just be like i was before!!!??? please pray.
I do understand you my sister, for i too was a victim of abuse for all of my life since childhood! But when I really surrended all of my worries, and greifs, and honestly gave it all to God and made Him more important than my "worrie", He set me free, he deliverd me from depression, suicide demons, low self esteem. I went on and off medications (this has to be your own personal decision, not others' making this decision for you) it is God who gives man knowledge to make medication (all good things come from God) He uses different methods to bring about healing. God loves you, He really does and He cares about what you're going through, He's right there with you in every little detail of your life. I love you, and I'll talk to God concerning you. Have a wonderful weekend
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I'm sorry that you were denied medication. I went on anti-depressants because i experienced a panic attack at work. I told the doctor "i don't want anything strong, I'm not suicidal or anything, but a panic attack hit me out of nowhere and i just want to prevent such a thing from happening again. Is there a light dose that can help my downs from hitting rock bottom?"
Luckily i was able to get on a $4 medication that helped. I take it everyday and though it doesn't fill me with joy, it removes the blockages that prevents me from enjoying things. When I was off them i could sit through a comedy and not laugh, but at the same time sit through a tragedy and not cry. Now that blockage appears to be removed and I can feel my heart beat again and those emotions came back. I can relate to people better because i can feel their emotion as part of my own.
Socially i've gotten better because i went from robot, to human. I found myself caring more about other people's feelings and actually caring not just saying i care.
Though it disappoints me. I can't seem to go off the medication. I tried to go off it and i reverted back to my old ways. God must intend for me to be on this medication. I think its to teach me that I'm not invincible as i once perceived I was.
I pray for you. and I pray that something comes and helps your way.
I'll be the first one to pray for you! What a delightful opportunity 
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