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I'm back in America!!! Clean water and fresh fruits and veggies I can eat raw! LOL!!! Whew! Boy was that a trip, but I'm glad I did it and I'm also glad I'm back. I'm too worn out to say everything that happened though right now...LOL
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Valley lilies...golden hearted, your message sweet
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Jet lag is a fun thing...LOL. Well, I went to bed around one last night and got up around 7. Well, once it hit noon I became kinda tired and finally decided to like lay my head down for a brief moment and then about an hour later got up to realize I had slept. So I went to bed and just got up like 30 min. ago...LOL. Dude! I can't wait till I get back on a normal rhythm again. Good part, my appettite is exactly the same as it was before this whole trip out of the country and then back...lol. And we got veggies and stuff today after 13 days of avoided uncooked ones. The biggest thing from this trip is that I now love America...LOL....and I don't want to get on a plane for like a year.
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Okay, well there's this guy 'R' who I was friends w/ 7th-12th grade and I pretty much haven't really thought about him much and then suddenly last month I get this...well...I don't even know how to put it...not burden, but something like it I guess...to see what's up w/ him. Well, I blew it off and then yesterday and especially today it's back. Now, I don't know if it's the Lord or not. I'm thinking so because something similar happened like that to me recently only I acted on it within a couple of days. W/ this I'm a little freaked out because I haven't spoken to him since senior year in HS, and there was romantic stuff going on between us a lot in HS. Not dating or anything like that...just mutual liking. Anyway, I've been over my crush on him for like 2 years but I'm still worried that he'll think I'm contacting him from that rather than friendship and concern. And if he is still dating that one girl who he was dating like not that long ago..lol...then she may be freaked out by it. Anywho...I really for some reason feel that I need to at least ask. My biggest concern, though, is that he'll blow me off and not reply.
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Welp, I sent him a message! We'll see what happens. Right now though, I am kinda scared to check my email...hahahaha! On a positive note, though, I got to see some relatives I haven't seen in years and one I hadn't see at all! Good stuff!
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He replied. *gulps* I'm scared to death to check out what he said! It's totally unfounded but that's how I am for some messed up reason. Like all these possibilities of what he may have said are just going through my mind and freaking me out. I'm just really freaked out right now. In a few moments I'll probably read it though... I'm in soooo much dread!
MOMENTS LATER:
Whew...LOL. Nothing to worry about. But now I have to keep a conversation going. Now I'm feeling stress, dude.
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Valley lilies...golden hearted, your message sweet
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Busy busy week since like the entire second story of the house is getting revamped!!! I'm thrilled because now I have a super huge room which I needed very badly. Not only that, I'm thrilled about painting it! My plan is basically having similar colors to how my last room looked, but one the accent wall I want a tone on tone checkerboard pattern! It'll be totally awesome! Plus, my room will serve as a art studio, office, and entertainment zone. Also, what's awesome is that after visiting Alexandria I was torn between a costal near the ocean look and feel and my typical old world contemporary style....well, I get both! The bedroom will be old world, but the b-room will be more costal/cottage! And contemporary will tie them both in.
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Okay, right now I'm pretty much switching to 100% natural soaps, shampoos, and lotions. At first I only found the stuff online and then I went to this one store that had the stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so thrilled. I mean, usually after a shower my skin is dried out and such...even after lotion. But w/ the all natural stuff my skin is soft and smooth and fantastic! I mean, the Lord made natural stuff for moisture and scents and cleansing. Why on earth use toxic chemical? Doesn't make sense.
Anywho...I am so annoyed with this one game I've been playing. It is totally fun, but folks don't listen and end up destroying your trees and purposely ripping you off! It's horrid. I decided to only let 3 folks harvest my land... I mean, 3 times folks have got rid of my trees!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm done now with that. LOL
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I'm in soooo much dread!
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