I am in need of prayer. I just have this over empowering feeling for this girl. It has become crazy. I just feel like I lover her, and my feelings for her is one that I just cannot put to words. My heart cries to be with her, to just know that she would be one that I would spend my life with, but my heart hurts because I feel that it won't happen. I think i'm just trying to keep myself down so that I do not get hurt in the end. I feel like i'm just keeping my feelings in a cage and is just going crazy to get out. I love but the love hurts. I want her to know how much I feel. I just don't want to confess in fears of ruining our friendship. I pray that, if my feelings are just infatuation, or just a big crush that He will kill it. I pray for this, but my feelings will only subside for a moment. Its becoming annoying and is so strong it hurts.
I just ask for prayer that God will take care of this. For God, if this is meant to be to just give me a sign, and if this isn't meant to be to just kill my feelings. Everyday it hurts. On another side, I don't know what to do. I want to tell her, but I don't want to just say it bluntly and out loud, I don't want to ruin our friendship and would like to know or have a hint of her feelings before I do anything dumb.
Ha, this is crazy, but it is something that has been on my heart for a long time now and just grows and hurts.
Father God, I pray for Your will be done. If this love is not meant to be then help my dear brother to get over these feelings. God, please help to slow down his feelings for this girl. I pray god that he will give his heart to You first and trust in Your guidance.
In Jesus Name
__________________ Isaiah 54:7-8:
7 "For a brief moment I abandoned you,
but with deep compassion I will bring you back. 8 In a surge of anger
I hid my face from you for a moment,
but with everlasting kindness
I will have compassion on you,"
says the LORD your Redeemer.