Alright, I was at work and at times I get these nervous attacks where I think I’m on the verge of compulsively doing something bad, like touching or hitting someone.
This one moment, I saw someone walking my way and the thought of touching them came into my head. I started to become more and more nervous as I got closer to the person. I started to have thoughts like “do it, do it.”
I also felt my arm move slowly towards their way. I didn’t touch them, I don’t think but what freaks me out is that I think I was trying to fulfill that compulsion. I’ve had many of these before, but I felt very sick to my stomach and nervous this time.
Am I losing control or did I lose control just then and there? Or was I trying?
When I was hearing blasphemies which had to do with my compulsions, I would just ache to WANT to say it, even scream it out.
It happens
I would get that weird feeling in my stomach even a sickening feeling probably because on one side I was being pulled to prevent it and than on the other side I wanted to scream it out because I couldnt take it any longer
In the end, have you seen a doctor about this?
If you would like, I can pray for you
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But I'm still a little freaked out that I think I was trying.
Does that mean I was?
Part of your compulsion wanted you to But not you yourself. It is weird I know but it is hard to explain.
A compulsion is never something you want to do or say, it is against what you wanted in the first place.
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I strongly suggest that you do. I know it is not something easy to talk about with someone either, but you should get checked out
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