Abducted and Subjected to Abuse

Having second thoughts this morning. Wondering if reporting this to the police would really be the right thing to do. You know, if i could be certain that God would completely convict these people and turn their evil ways around Himself, and that imposing human interference through the cops on them would THWART His effort? we would leave it alone in a heartbeat. But there's no guarantee it would play out like that if we did.

Can't tell you what to do, sweetie... but I do think the police should know. There may be other victims, already or in the future. Sometimes God uses us to turn people around, and they need to be confronted with reality before they are convicted.

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i have no discernment. i walk blind and deaf in a labyrinth abyss of darkness, incapable of telling God apart from Satan. i would gladly say i'd lay aside my own thoughts, even my own independent judgment, to be told what to do, but i wouldn't know what voice speaks to me, whether in my mind or through other people. i would have no way of knowing if another person speaking to me represented the voice of God or the voice of Satan. I can't even avoid blaspheming the Holy Spirit at this point because i simply cannot tell one from the other ...

... and the need to sleep just slammed me....

... and is it my imagination or is this darkness ... spreading? When i view the Ask a Chaplain forum on here it seems there are more "anonymous voices" crying out in desperate need of spiritual healing, deliverance, clarity, and LIFE, than ever before.

Sleep, sweetie.
Praying for you, and all the others caught in the darkness...
The light *will* come back

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regret having posted this under an alternative account (not exactly a "sock" but indistinguishable from one by mere appearances). because now the freedom to discuss it under my main account username without giving away who this happens to be has been forfeited.

criada you know me though. you know i'm a walking embodiment of john 3:19-20. the light burns. not only do i run from it, i am literally incapable of doing anything else. i have no control over myself or my responses. i cry out to God to save me and this is what i get instead. what am i supposed to make of that???

i don't know why i'm the only one on earth who does not matter, the only one, among the many others who suffer multitudes of diverse things, for whom alone no one cares, but i do know this: i'm tired of trying to figure it out, and tired of trying to find some way to escape it all to no avail. i'm tired of trying to fight it, so i give up. i will just accept that this is the way things are, and let it destroy me as it is meant to, and until that critical moment comes, order my course accordingly and trouble no one any further.

goodbye.

Well, you got bullied by a fat-head who clearly would be VASTLY improved by a solid punch in the mouth!

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Fr. Onesimus, a sinner

your post made me smile. yes indeed he would be vastly improved by stuffing his kisser with a huge lot of knuckle sandwich, indeed!

why is it always these toady little men who pull this garbage ... would this be proof of the infamous "short guy syndrome" or what? not to mention you gotta figure he isn't packing much (sorry to be rude/crude but it really seems to be the case with some of these blowhards, eh?)

It's very awful, what happened to you. What made me feel bad for you, ache for you about was your sense of humiliation. But it's not your fault, how could it be? It can't be your fault that something evil happened to you. I don't know you, and though I've suffered in my own life I can't imagine what your particular experience would have been like. I'm just really sorry that it happened.