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27th November 2008, 05:35 PM
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A few years back I got quite badly bullied by one person at school.
Probably the biggest thing he did to me that I remember is when he punched me in the back/neck, really hard, completely unprovoked.
Presently, my neck still clicks and pops involuntarily, and I get into these weird chains of thought where I thinkif he never punched me, my neck wouldn't have clicked, and so and so would've happened, and then i would've met so and so, spoken to him, done that.... And although this sounds silly its true isnt it, so I get really angry and upset.
But should I blame him? I may have had a clicking neck now if it wasn't for him, I just wil never know.
PS. I actually managed to get in touch with him, and when I asked why he did it, he says he cant remember.
However he says he might have done it to make people like him, and also said he was pretty messed up from getting bullied himself. (Which I think is true actually)
Please write back, I am in a real state at the moment, if you could see me you would know how bad I am and look right now 
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27th November 2008, 05:36 PM
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27th November 2008, 05:41 PM
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27th November 2008, 05:46 PM
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27th November 2008, 06:17 PM
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Reps: 209,162,437,091,955,552 (power: 0) | | Originally Posted by desperate4help  A few years back I got quite badly bullied by one person at school.
Probably the biggest thing he did to me that I remember is when he punched me in the back/neck, really hard, completely unprovoked.
Presently, my neck still clicks and pops involuntarily, and I get into these weird chains of thought where I thinkif he never punched me, my neck wouldn't have clicked, and so and so would've happened, and then i would've met so and so, spoken to him, done that.... And although this sounds silly its true isnt it, so I get really angry and upset.
But should I blame him? I may have had a clicking neck now if it wasn't for him, I just wil never know.
PS. I actually managed to get in touch with him, and when I asked why he did it, he says he cant remember.
However he says he might have done it to make people like him, and also said he was pretty messed up from getting bullied himself. (Which I think is true actually)
Please write back, I am in a real state at the moment, if you could see me you would know how bad I am and look right now
Just feeling so suicidal...
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27th November 2008, 09:17 PM
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28th November 2008, 04:39 AM
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28th November 2008, 04:51 AM
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28th November 2008, 08:06 AM
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Can someone relate to how hard it is for me to forgive?
Every day my neck clicks because of him, and I have to forgive him:O
Or actually, is it possible my neck could be clicking anyway even if he didnt punch me? | | |
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