| Hi Precious.
Goodness, you poor thing! I have been through a similar thing, and i am in a support group for wives.
Do your best to hold on to God in this storm, and make sure you reach out to friends and family you trust. For us girls, talking about things is often the way we process them.
The healing may take awhile, and it may come in layers. The grief may come in waves, just keep taking it to God and the people He's put in your world.
If you need your ex to not contact you, be clear with him about that. If he has any respect for your need, he will give you that space.
Know that God is the perfect Lover. He loves you more than you could comprehend. He is faithful and He is true to His word.
Dear Lord, i pray for my sister precious...i pray that you would affirm her worth according to your truth and your love, i pray that you would comfort her and minister to the wounds inflicted by this situation. I pray that you would give her the courage and strength to hold onto you, and to reach out to the right people in her world. I pray that you would put people around her who understand what she is going through, and who can walk this journey with us. I also pray that you would give her a real sense of you walking with her, carrying her, loving her, being strong for her, having compassion for her, and identifying with her because you are our Great High Priest who sympathises with our weaknesses and you have experienced deep betrayal yourself.
I pray this in Jesus name.
Amen
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