Prayer for change

Hey all I am back, Its been awhile and thanks for all the help and prayer.

I am back to ask for prayer and a miracle of the heart. It is hard to open up and talk about anything. But I need change in my life, because there is such destruction running through it. Subtle but getting worse

There are things that really bother me, one is that my stomach is causing me such pain. I have had it for some time now, its a chronic condition, But it seems I am getting more chronic conditions as we speak, I dont understand why my health is getting worse for no reason, this stomach condition just happened overnite literally, now I am always bloated cramps, and my stomach sticks out..hurts to eat. Been to doctors and it all. It is really weird, whenever i get a health problem these days, it becomes chronic, its scaring me.

sigh. There is so much on my plate, my health, my mental state. I feel so tired all the time. OCD is really hurting me. I feel angry all the time, i feel so many impulses strong urges to feel and think bad things, i honesly am losing control, feel possesed. I dont want to act the way I do. But no control its wierd.

prayer for a miracle of my heart or a will to turn away, cause i cant, i have tried. But i honestly cant. I cant fight cant stand. exhausted. hurt all the time. literally my anger gives me strength to get through the day


sigh...something is seriosuly wrong with me. feel so inclined to become evil. and the desire for it. I just feel empty and a burning spiritual pain in me..my heart..just causes me to be restless and angry..


just need a miracle, i feel possesed and out of control..


God bless and thanks enjoy spring

Hi brother.. So long together we have posted back and forth to one another.. it is easy to think it is hopeless.. But you still come.. And God is faithful.. I believe for your full healing and restoration!!

Change can only come through God.. and by giving our lives to Him completely.. anything and everything else is not going to satisfy.. It just never does..

I will pray over your stomach for healing and ask God to help me as to what else to pray for.. also pray over your anger..

God bless you brother..

I listened to a really good teaching.. by Andrew Wommack.. called Spirit, Soul and Body.. I have only listened the first one.. but it has really helped me..

http://awmi.net/extra/audio/1027

Here we are heading into winter.. well it will be next month.. today is foggy and cold.. maybe a bit frosty.. we rarely get snow here.. but it is still cold..

One of my children is home with tonsilitus.. but he is ok with it..

God bless you..

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I have also asked others to pray for you.. to help me pray.. We are going to get the victory brother!! Praise God..

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Praying for you as well

Lord help this world to
Change and only for the better
In your name and will amen.

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Have a great November, Thanksgiving around the Corner!

Can't wait to taste turkey can you?