Coming here actually made me more lonely. I've seen two signs of life here all week. How sad.
Well, I for one am a believer in healing. I've seen God restore breath to my baby and get her off those machines. I've seen Him restore her healing when we were preparing her for a life of deafness. I've taken my journey to physical healing and done things the doctor didn't think I would ever do again, and I know He's all around me.
What I don't know, is just how long it will take for me not to feel so alone in this world. That seems to be my biggest struggle. I'm surrounded by people and I turn a cold heart toward them all. I don't like anyone. I want let myself like anyone. I know it isn't rational to feel like I carry a hug of death, but sometimes feelings aren't rational.
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I believe you need healing from huts yourself, praying for you to be healed
We need to see with His eyes.
When we look at the people around us,
We need to see through His eyes,
For we see people who seem abusive at best,
But His heart for them is to offer forgiveness.
He wants us to love like He loves,
He wants us to show compassion and love,
But sometimes we need to be healed of our hurts,
So that we in turn can help others who hurt.
In His image He created the people we meet,
Their image is fallen because of sin,
But He wants to bring them before His mercy seat,
And bring them into relationship with Him.
For Jesus died for all men everywhere,
And He wants them to see that He really cares,
And the people of God need to love like He loves,
For if we look through His eyes we learn to love.
Irene McG 2008
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Last edited by irenemcg; 8th March 2008 at 07:02 PM.
I used to feel that way...lately....nah...just don't want anyone in my life...I'm still in love with my husband and I love my daughter and dog...However even if we had the money sitting in the bank and a big nice house, I would not adopt at this time because, I simply don't like people right now.
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I have been ill the last few days so that is why I have not been here.. LOL.. to ill to be at the healing forum.. LOL..
The same sadness you felt here.. is one reason I have kept coming back.. because I too believe in healing.. and especially believe in the LORD as our healer!! I think that is most important to say that.. there is no healing without Him!!
Aww... I have felt the same way myself.. but In Him I have found I can do all things.. even be at peace amongst people who don't really understand me or seems like they want too..
It is simple not to feel alone.. but it takes faith to do it..
Jesus says He is with us always.. well we have to take His word on that.. and believe He is with us.. Just do that.. and live like He is there.. even if it feels strange at first..
He is there with you.. You are never alone.. and Jesus cares for you more then You will ever know..
A child like faith.. is easy.. and it doesn't worry about anything.. it just trusts..
I think that is the doorway to the most beautiful life that you will ever find.. and one that no-one.. once you enter in.. can ever take from you.. no matter how much they try!! Because the Kingdom of God is within!!
((Hugs)) I am so glad you came here.. You are the very one God wants here with us.. the one I have been asking God to bring here..
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Feed the people around you with your smiles, and your face will become like Christ's inexhaustible basket of bread that fed thousands of people. Your face can feed people hungry for love in their life or at that very moment. "There is more hunger for love and appreciation in this world than for bread." - Mother Teresa ♥
It sounds like a lot of people have hurt you in your past. Just lay it all down at the feet of Jesus. Let go of the hurt that is weighing you down. I heard a sermon this morning on Divine Love. It defines human love as a set of feelings that you have based on something in the person or thing that you love. These feelings change all of the time. This is why so many people get divorced. God never commanded us to LIKE everybody, but to LOVE everyone in our lives with DIVINE love. Divine love is defined as an action. It is to give yourself to another person's legitamate need (not necessarily wants or desires). We should keep acting out divine love, even when others don't respond and God will bless these actions as acts of obedience and his power will come in and bring the feelings back. God will bless our obedience! How cool is that? I was so pleased to hear that and realized people in my life that I had been withholding love from because they didn't really respond to it. I am going to try this out!
Just let go and give yourself completely to Him to use as he wishes and he will bless your obedience and bring pure and lasting joy to your life like you have never experienced before!