I lost my first at 20 weeks. At 18 weeks the doctor had found I had an incompetent cervix, and I had to undergo surgery. Then complete bedrest and meds to stop me from going into labor. But it was not to be, we lost little Savannah Jo. And I was devastated.
Then I found out I was pregnant again about 2 months later. I was terrified I would miscarry again. I did have a little scare early on but it cleared up. Then I had another surgery. And then I had my son, Caleb, at 37 weeks. And I knew he was my miracle baby!! When Caleb was about 2 1/2 I found out I was expecting again, I was thrilled. We had been trying for over a year and I was beginning to think we wouldn't have another child. I went to Dr. and then 2 days later miscarried. I realized what a true miracle and blessing my Caleb really was!! We have tried for 2 years since then and God has not given us another baby but I praise Him for Caleb!!
It's hard to lose a baby and then try again but you just have to pray and put your trust in God. Every day when I was pregnant with Caleb I feared that I would miscarry; but I also prayed that God would protect me and the baby and He did.
I will be praying for you!!