TERRIBLE sinful thoughts about Jesus I can't get rid of!

I did the exact same thing again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel so bad.

Some time i want the bad thougts about jesus sometimes i don't. im so confused.

On top of that images of guys i know will come into my head when i am masturbating and sometimes it makes it feel good and i dont know why. Also bad thoughts about satan will pop into my head and will make it feel good too.

Somebody plz reply. I think god is getting annoyed with me. I dont see how god could forgive me of thinking of bad thoughts of his son, purposley, and still forgive me. Plz reply asap.

atleast you are recognizing it as what it is, sin, atleast you are reaching out for help, the bad thing to do would to be to just do nothing about it, i dont know how i can help you, other than listening to you and praying for you, so until i think of a way to help ill be praying for you.

Thank you for praying for me.

It would make me the happiest in the world just to know all this weird and terrible sin, i have explained in the post above, can be forgiven.

So if someone could reply and just tell me that if i repent all this sin i will be forgiven. It helps me to be reminded of gods grace and faith.

Benmill, of course you can be forgiven. Lots of times, with certain sin, it takes awhile to get away from it I think, and while you are struggling to get away from it, falling back into it some is not uncommon, and God knew you were going to, and the most important thing is He knows your sorry and knows your struggling, so He most certainly does forgive you. It would be another thing if you say didnt care or something, but it is clear you do. Just everytime you fall, ask for forgiveness and say your sorry, and move on.

Thank You very much.
I am feeling much better now!
I thank the lord and all of you!
I have talked to my pastor and that has also helped a lot.

Im just feeling a little guilty still.

I think it is because i just feel bad about the sin i have commited.

Just the vivid images that i thought of when i was masturbating still hurt my heart when i think about them. Images such as my hand was jesus mouth when i was masturbating or the hole in his side when he was pierced on the cross. Or even thougths that my hand was something else and bad thoughts about satan.

It makes me feel better i have posted this and i would appreicaite if someone could post something that would make me feel a little better and not so guilty.

It does sound to me like this is obsessive compulsive disorder... many people have a wrong idea about the word 'obsession'... being obsessed with something does not mean you like that thing... but it means that thing persists in your mind... whether you like it, or not!

Some people are obsessed with contamination/filth... some people are obsessed with order... some obsessed with violence... persons obsessed with brutal violences for example.... they have images of brutal violence in their head all the time... they see themself hurting their loved once... they have no control over their thoughts and because of it they think they are evil... they isolate because they are afraid they will act out and as a result they become amongst some of the most gentle people in the world...

and just like in their case... I don't think you are sinning because you have these thoughts... you do not do it on purpose... it's a bit like hiccups... you cannot control hiccups and you can't tell someone to stop hiccuping...

OCD is a result of chemical imbalaces... (somwhat like diabetes)... and can be treated with medication

We are all born with corrupt minds, thats whay jesus died for us, we all have sinfull thoughts sometimes we are not aware of them, the fact is you know your thoughs are wrong, and you hate them,you are repenting so jesus has fogivin you and will continue to do so, satan know how to play on our weakness and will torments us with it, thats what is happening here, please when you have these thoughts, tell satan to get lost, and tell jesus your sorry, he know you dont really mean it ,, he know you are being tormented, satan will do anything to put a barrier with you and jesus, please stop worring about it, because worring about it is giving satan exacly what he wants.