Virtual Insanity

Honestly I don't know what to write so I'll just start with a quote by A.E.

"Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results."

Um....well lets see. Not sure what to think about this.

I've been chatting with this guy lately and it's so funny because he's like me only he's a guy.

I've never met someone who knows what I'm thinking and can actually finish my sentences. It's like he knows me but doesn't.

We have the same interests and everything. Shows, music, movies, etc...

The only problem is that he's a non-Christian and doesn't hold to the same morals and values . It's actually sad because he's all about the whole there's something "above" which I've never been able to understand myself.

He grew up in a drug non-religious household so that pretty much says a lot. But I am impressed that he's turned his life around and is in college now. It's great that he's doing that.

O well. It's nice to just be able to talk to him on a friends basis.

Well I'm doing a lot better these past couple of weeks.

Since I've been studying A LOT more words, I'm getting the hang of how to answer the questions correctly. Yeah for me!!

But I'm still scared to take this test. I've taken it 2 times already and I'm afraid of failing again. Ugh....I wish I didn't have to take it again and I passed already.

Well my test is in two weeks and I'm scared out of my mind.

I'm so scared of doing horrible again that I can't even sleep that well. I have dreams about this stupid thing almost every night.

I really want to pass this test but something deep down keeps making me doubt myself.

Ugh...I'm so stressed out and it's not even funny.

Had to delete this.

Well I took my test and didn't pass. Came close but didn't pass AGAIN!

So now I'm on to plan B. I have an interview tomorrow for another college and I'm hoping I get into it.

I think I will because my application got shifted and was given to the CHAIR PERSON of the department.

He said that he seen me as a HIGHLY qualified and wanted to talk to me.

So well see......

Well today I finished up my certification for hunter safety. It was really cool.

I had to pass a test which I did and then had to do some hands on activities.

At the end we all got some neat stuff.