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9th July 2003, 11:22 PM
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Today I went to my payroll accounting class, went to eat chinese food with my wife and mother. Had church tonight!! I always love going to church.
I am so amazed sometimes at how God loves me so much! Even when I mess up he is right there to forgive me. I love him so much. I just want to be all I can be for him.
Note to self: Trust yourself more!!
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“I pray because I can't help myself. I pray because I'm helpless. I pray because the need flows out of me all the time- waking and sleeping. It doesn't change God- it changes me.”
― C.S. Lewis | 
11th July 2003, 12:26 AM
|  | I'm ashamed of what I did for a Klondike bar! 36 
| | Join Date: 7th January 2003 Location: NW Alabama
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Reps: 276,806,590,275,375,424 (power: 276,806,590,275,395) | | | Today was ok, I went to my Business Law class and my Micocomputer Applications class...I have to say this now...I mean Holler this now:
I HATE ACCESS!!!!! There is so much to do and so little time to get it done. I even had a small panic attack in that class today.
In other news...things are great! I am so blessed by God!!
I am always glad to hear from you the viewers so feel free to PM me LOL.
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“I pray because I can't help myself. I pray because I'm helpless. I pray because the need flows out of me all the time- waking and sleeping. It doesn't change God- it changes me.”
― C.S. Lewis | 
12th July 2003, 02:02 AM
|  | I'm ashamed of what I did for a Klondike bar! 36 
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Reps: 276,806,590,275,375,424 (power: 276,806,590,275,395) | | | Today was slow to say the least. We had a birthday party for my sister in law this evening...other than that my day was pretty boring.
Dear Lord,
Give me the strength to do what you would have me to do and lead me and guide me in your ways.
See I told you guys I would not have much to offer in the way of excitement!
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“I pray because I can't help myself. I pray because I'm helpless. I pray because the need flows out of me all the time- waking and sleeping. It doesn't change God- it changes me.”
― C.S. Lewis | 
18th July 2003, 11:34 PM
|  | I'm ashamed of what I did for a Klondike bar! 36 
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Reps: 276,806,590,275,375,424 (power: 276,806,590,275,395) | | | Well, today was ok..Its FRIDAYYY! I spent some time at my mother's visiting with her and my sister and my nephew. I also cleaned church and had a good prayer while I was there.
God is sooo good! I can't believe how good he is. He has blessed me with so much. I was thinking today about his love for us. I was thinking that in the Garden of Gethsemanea(sp?) how beautiful the garden mush have been and how agonizing his time was there praying for the cup to pass from him. I think of that last struggle to put down the flesh and go on with the Father's plan. What love that was, to die for ME...very unworthy...
I can't wait to praise him in Heaven when I am finally at his feet!!! I long for the day I can be with him there. But until then I want to help anyone I can to make it too.
I just want to be a blessing to him.
I love you Jesus!
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“I pray because I can't help myself. I pray because I'm helpless. I pray because the need flows out of me all the time- waking and sleeping. It doesn't change God- it changes me.”
― C.S. Lewis | 
20th July 2003, 04:45 PM
|  | I'm ashamed of what I did for a Klondike bar! 36 
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Reps: 276,806,590,275,375,424 (power: 276,806,590,275,395) | | | What a blessed day it is today, a little hotter than I like but hey I don't control the thermostat LOL.
I have so many things to be thankful for...I love the Lord so much!
We went to church this morning. I think I have said it before but oh well here it goes again...I love going to church!!!!
I love praising him, I love to lift my hands in honor and worship him. I love to sing to him and to love him with my heart and soul. I am totally into getting lost in him and forgetting who is around me or what people think about me. I just want to lift him up and worship him. WOOOOHOOOO I love him so much!
I have to go back to classes tomorrow, I am ready for this semester to be over, next semester should be a bit easier! I can't wait to get a job and get going in my career.
I love life!! I love living as a christian, I miss my loved ones who have already went on, but I will be there too one day but until I reach those streets of gold I am ready to work!!!!
I guess I have rambled on enough...
If you have enjoyed this post you can send your love gift of $200......LOL had to do that sorry guys if your reading this!
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“I pray because I can't help myself. I pray because I'm helpless. I pray because the need flows out of me all the time- waking and sleeping. It doesn't change God- it changes me.”
― C.S. Lewis | 
23rd July 2003, 12:27 AM
|  | I'm ashamed of what I did for a Klondike bar! 36 
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Reps: 276,806,590,275,375,424 (power: 276,806,590,275,395) | | | Today was pretty good. We had some storms yesterday and some downed trees in places. We had storms today too, but not as bad, it has been much cooler too. But this summer has been much cooler than average.
I had a test in my Microcomputer Applications class, it was my Access test which I thought would be bad at first but actually it was quite easy.
Now getting through my Payroll test tomorrow will be the kicker!
God still seems to be reassuring me of his presence in subtle little ways, it may be in a song or maybe just a breeze at the time I am thinking of him, little things that some people might think crazy but hey God know just how to reassure me.
I have so much love for him and I just want to share it!
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“I pray because I can't help myself. I pray because I'm helpless. I pray because the need flows out of me all the time- waking and sleeping. It doesn't change God- it changes me.”
― C.S. Lewis | 
24th July 2003, 12:53 AM
|  | I'm ashamed of what I did for a Klondike bar! 36 
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Reps: 276,806,590,275,375,424 (power: 276,806,590,275,395) | | | Well, I had that payroll test today, I was really worried about it but I ended up making a 100 on it!! I was surprised! Thank God!
I will be glad to get my degrees and get a job! I may have to move away from here but I am ready to I think. Good news in our local paper today!!! We will be getting a chinese food place!!!! I LOVE chinese food!
I am boring today folks, I can't think of anything to say....If your reading this please pray for my wife's grandfather he has a tumor in his Pancreas and we are unsure yet if it is cancerous or not. Thank you ahead of time for the prayers!!
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― C.S. Lewis
Last edited by AlabamaMan; 24th July 2003 at 01:11 AM.
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27th July 2003, 04:25 PM
|  | I'm ashamed of what I did for a Klondike bar! 36 
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Reps: 276,806,590,275,375,424 (power: 276,806,590,275,395) | | | Golly, I keep forgetting I have this journal!
Church was great this morning, I really love worship time! We had a yard sale Friday and Saturday so I was not online much during that time. I cut my hair last night, I am nearly BALD now!!!! It is much cooler though. Thats about all I can think of right now, If anything exciting happens I will be sure to come back and tell it(AlabamaMan thinks the chances of exciting things happening is slim ).
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“I pray because I can't help myself. I pray because I'm helpless. I pray because the need flows out of me all the time- waking and sleeping. It doesn't change God- it changes me.”
― C.S. Lewis | 
28th July 2003, 09:16 AM
|  | I'm ashamed of what I did for a Klondike bar! 36 
| | Join Date: 7th January 2003 Location: NW Alabama
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Reps: 276,806,590,275,375,424 (power: 276,806,590,275,395) | | | OK before you ask, no nothing exciting has happened...I just felt the need to write.
Update: My wife's grandfather has to go to the heart doctor today to see if his heart is strong enough to stand surgery. They plan on removing the tumor, they think it is cancer. I pray that things work out fine and that it is NOT cancer, Please pray for him if your reading this.
I just hope and pray nothing happens to him, we have had it tough since we have been married. We married in 1996 my wife's grandmother had a heart attack 3 days later on my wife's 18th birthday, she ended up being ok. Then in 1998 her other grandmother passed away, then in 2000 one of her grandfather's passed away, in 2002 my grandmother passed away on August 16 and then 2 weeks later on Sept.1 her grandmother passed away...I have been a pallbearer one to many times...on a lighter note I am glad that saying they use for bridesmaids is not true for pallbearers! LOL You know they one always a bridesmaid never a bride...
I was very close to my grandmother and it nearly killed me when she died...then to turn around and have my wife's grandmother pass away it was just more than we could handle. I don't see how people can make it who lose more than one loved one at a time. I would have a nervous break down!
I am off to classes again today, I have payroll accounting and electronic calculations...finals will be next week and I am ready to take them! We will be out for 2 weeks then start again...My schedule for the fall is going to be pretty easy!
This is it:
Monday and Wednesday 8 to 9:15 Accounting 1
and then anytime I want I can do the other 3 classes because they are on the web, they are: Retailing, Principles of Marketing, and Personal Finance. I love the online classes, because I get to take the tests online and get my grades instantly, unless its a project we have to turn in, my small business management class last fall was a killer! I had to do a business plan and turn it in that was some rough stuff!
I have talked enough, if your still reading at this point, thanks LOL
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“I pray because I can't help myself. I pray because I'm helpless. I pray because the need flows out of me all the time- waking and sleeping. It doesn't change God- it changes me.”
― C.S. Lewis | 
31st July 2003, 01:15 AM
|  | I'm ashamed of what I did for a Klondike bar! 36 
| | Join Date: 7th January 2003 Location: NW Alabama
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Reps: 276,806,590,275,375,424 (power: 276,806,590,275,395) | | | Well, Tuesday I had a Business Law test and it was awful! I made an 80! I felt horrible...the teacher asked me today what went wrong, why I made so low....made me feel worse LOL. Truth is it's my fault I did not study until tuesday morning. I have lost interest and that is dangerous, I need out of there quick and in a job!
Anyone need a bookkeeper or accounting clerk LOL.
I wonder when do people start looking at you as a grown up? I feel like the people I don't know look at me more of an adult than people I do know. I HATE that! I feel like I am left out of so much because they feel I would not understand. I hate being left out! I am fixin to wiggle my way into everything and make them sick of me LOL...oh well that's enough ranting for now.
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