Why do people want to hurt us

I was sexualy abused by alcoholic preist at age of six.
some of my friends have comitted sueiside since because of him
I hate that I have homosexual tendincies.
I was bullyied right through school
I left school early with no grades
I get abuse when I go out at night so dont anymore
I am sad enough
I have forgiven but it still makes me cry
I was an alchoholic but am off 3 years
who would want me
I have had three nervous breakdowns one recently
I lose touch with reality because my brain is producing to much cemical
I think of sueiside but cant because of my family
I cant work now for a proper wadge
I need love for a change

i dont know the answeres...
just wanted to let u know iread..

getting hurt is apart of life.
pick up the pieces and move on.
find real friends or talk to family about your feelings.

maybe find a christian councellor for help through the pain and to help you deal with things? I dunno, hope you feel better soon! am praying for you!

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I don't know why people want to hurt others. I also been sexual abuse and still am. It's hard to be a survior of it, everyday I think of killing myself or giving in. I know how being sexual abused effects the mind and soul. If I wasn't abuse I feel I could be a better christians. We have to go day by day, and hope GOD will make it better.

Not sure why people have to hurt others, but I think it could vary. In some cases it may be that they have been hurt themselves and hurt others to create a level below them, in other cases it may be that have been brought up badly and haven't been taught what's good and what's not.

Steve

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"You could kill me, Nicky. You could cut me into a thousand pieces and lay them out on the floor, but every piece would still say 'Jesus loves you'. And you'll never be able to run from that." - David Wilkerson to Nicky Cruz (1958)

Lord reign in me, reign in your power
Over all my dreams, in my darkest hour
You are the Lord of all I am
So won't you reign in me again?

some people are really born to go fru unfortunate events, itz LIFE. If you have been able to face them, you are brave, never let go, coz itz only hope for a better future that makes us live. ***Hugs***

artjack,

It sounds like you have a lot going on.

Life is difficult at times. Unfortunately, there are people in this world who seek to please themselves and in the process damage others. I am not sure there is one answer to your question, however, I know that God loves you and wants you to have the best in life. With God, life will not always be easy, nor can I guarantee that you will be expempt from crime and the selfishness of others, but I can guarantee that you have a Rock to lean on for strength.

I am not a cliche' person, but this one makes sense---

God will not give you more than you can handle... and sometimes, we can handle a lot more than we think we can.

Praying.

Dear Angel of God:

Let me first appologize for not responding sooner. I had read your post several days ago, but I felt compelled to pray on your post before responding. I have this way of feeling others pain and when I read your post, I took on your pain. I had to step back and work through it with God before I came back to post.

I come from a history of sexual abuse and I grew up in complete and utter turmoil. There were times that my pain was unbearable that suicide was an attractive thought. I kept going forward because of family. I did not know the Lord back then.

We live in world where God gave us free will and choice. As a result, many have chosen their own will over God's will. Many of these godless people have been abused themselves and grow up filled with hate and anger and with little, if any, positive image of themselves. The image they have is distorted. The hurt and lost, without God, grow up in either self-contempt or outward contempt. The outward contempt creates more victims. You, the others on this forum, and I are victim's of that outward contempt. Godless people are easy prey for Satan's will and evil work. The lost who have fallen prey to Satan become his terroists. Some even use God to fulfill Satan's will.

There are more God-filled people in this world. Praise the Lord. I ask you to seek them out and to seek God for recovery and resoration of your hurting soul.

I have made several blog posts that you may benefit from. Two that I think may give you hope in your quest for healing and peace. One post is titled "The Power of Now." If we are to die to self and grow in the image of God, we cannot look back. The past is filled with hurt and pain, anger, which is born out of thoughts of self. The past is gone and to die to self means we leave the past in the past. The future belongs to God for He is in control. God has given us the gift of "now!" Past and future are an illusion of time in our minds. The only thing that is real is "now."

The second post, I have two, which emphasizes our struggles with image of ourselves. If we are to be born again in God, we must discard our old notion of self-image which is defined by things of this world - defined by fleshly concepts. We must replace our self-image with the image that God made us in - His own image. We need to develop our God-image.

God made us and God makes no mistakes. Everything he does and creates is perfect. You are His creation and you are perfect in His eyes. You are His masterpiece. Believe that for that is truth. You were made in His image. You are beautiful. I ask you to let go of the past and stay present in God in the here and now. Now is where salvation happens and growth of our God spirit grows.

Hanging on to the past and the pain of the past is a choice. I ask you as a sister in christ to let it go right now and move toward healing and restoration. You deserve happiness, peace and love. You can only experience these Godly gifts if you let go of past and future.

You are here right now. You are God's masterpiece. You are beautiful. Don't ever forget that.

As brother's and sisters in christ, we love you unconditionally and pray that you find peace within yourself and learn to love you inside and out - your God image.

Hang in there. We are here for you to offer support, truth, love and caring.

May you find God's peace in your beautiful heart.

God Bless You right now in every aspect of your life,
Kim

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