Something About My Situation
I grew up and was raised in a dysfunctional home. Both my parents are alcoholics and both abused me. My other abusers include peers at school and a cousin.
My father and mother abused me sexually, emotionally, verbally and physically. There was no respect for personal space and certainly no boundaries were set. My mother would physically abuse bu sifficating me from time to time. She would sit on my chest and block my airways so I couldnt breathe. I thought on few occasions that i was going to die. She would also start kissing games with me. From what I could remember they started around the time I began being a teenager but it could've started before then and I just dont have a memory of it. The kissing games were basically kissing her and she would put her tongue in my mouth I guess the game was if I could close my mouth before she did what she did I would win otherwise she would. I also remember having a pillow put over my face and having weight put on it. She also wanted me to kiss her one evening the way I would kiss a girlfriend, very awkward and uncomfortable.
My father would physically abuse and sexually abuse me.My father would fondle me with my clothes on and he would turn it into a joke. My dad also was into porn. He would rent videos and leave em around for me to look at. I remember one morning on the weekend where I woke up to a porn being played on the living room tv set. My brother and father were watching it like it was a regular tv show. He would come into the bathroom when I was in there and go in the sink or tub in front of me. They(parents) didnt like it when something was locked a door or whatever It meant they couldnt have access to it and that was something that just couldnt be..
My mother and father also burned me as a punishment. One day they took a match one parent held my finger over the flame that the other parents was holding to discipline me.
Godbless to all here