I will worship You..
As long as I still have a pulse...
I will love You..
As long as I lie awake at night..
I will think of You...
I dream of days when the sun is not so far away..
when the petals of a flower do not wilt nor fall to the ground..
when the faces of people do not look at me with anger or disdain...
when their hearts are no longer hardened..
but soft...
I think alot of what it will be like...
to be loved and only loved...
not to hate or be hated...
to feel things that I cannot feel now...
peace..love..complete...in it's wholeness...not yielding...
You look at me and see something...
something that I cannot see...
for I usually look at myself and see what's wrong with me first, then what's right...
You look at me and simply love me....
how can I stand??
yet how can I know this and not stand??
I see what has happened in the past...
just as I see what is happening now...
and because of my thinking, the ideas that cloud me, I see what may...
indeed, what may...but what also may not...
so all this clouding..all this thinking..yet all this love...
how can I NOT stand??
I cannot stand in Your presence, for then I am humbled and lowly...
I am not worthy of You...
yet You make it so that I CAN stand...
in all of this haziness...
rise above the fog...
rise above the fire...
rise above the storm...
and stand...
like the child of God that I am.
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