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    Oh yeah?

    It doesn't exactly work like that. Once God has abused you, everything changes, including whatever desire you might have once had toward him. Anyway -- have wasted enough of your time here. Bye.
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    Oh yeah?

    Well i have NOT, though i have looked for it. In fact just about the time i think i might be seeing a light at the end of the tunnel, it turns out to actually be the freight train headed my direction to crush me. i'm not whinging or pity partying or exaggerating, this crap is really my life...
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    Abducted and Subjected to Abuse

    your post made me smile. yes indeed he would be vastly improved by stuffing his kisser with a huge lot of knuckle sandwich, indeed! :) why is it always these toady little men who pull this garbage ... would this be proof of the infamous "short guy syndrome" or what? not to mention you...
  4. U

    Oh yeah?

    But that's just it: it does. In fact that would be exactly and precisely what it means!!! Why can't you see that??? It's so blatantly obvious!!!
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    What if I was wrong? [WARNING - MAY TRIGGER OCD]

    Never mind what date you met her or even what religion she professes. You will know you have the right girl for you when you can explain the whole ball of wax concerning intrusive thoughts to her and have her not only understand perfectly and love you anyway, but also do her part to not provoke...
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    Abducted and Subjected to Abuse

    i don't know why i'm the only one on earth who does not matter, the only one, among the many others who suffer multitudes of diverse things, for whom alone no one cares, but i do know this: i'm tired of trying to figure it out, and tired of trying to find some way to escape it all to no avail...
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    Abducted and Subjected to Abuse

    regret having posted this under an alternative account (not exactly a "sock" but indistinguishable from one by mere appearances). because now the freedom to discuss it under my main account username without giving away who this happens to be has been forfeited. criada you know me though. you...
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    Abducted and Subjected to Abuse

    i have no discernment. i walk blind and deaf in a labyrinth abyss of darkness, incapable of telling God apart from Satan. i would gladly say i'd lay aside my own thoughts, even my own independent judgment, to be told what to do, but i wouldn't know what voice speaks to me, whether in my mind...
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    Oh yeah?

    Tyield, if this had been some sort of spontaneous random fluke maybe what you said would make sense, but it wasn't. It's too complicated to go into all the specific details as to what led up to this one person taking me to meet these others, but the entire enterprise had been initiated by...
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    Abducted and Subjected to Abuse

    Having second thoughts this morning. Wondering if reporting this to the police would really be the right thing to do. You know, if i could be certain that God would completely convict these people and turn their evil ways around Himself, and that imposing human interference through the cops on...
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    Abducted and Subjected to Abuse

    well since i'm talking to myself here .... tonight when i went out to get groceries i thought of a wonderful way to get a little revenge. harmless revenge of course -- nothing that would actually harm anyone, just embarrass them a little and make them think. see, there's this church in town...
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    Abducted and Subjected to Abuse

    Great support section y'all got here .... .... not.
  13. U

    Oh yeah?

    >> I beg to differ .
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    Abducted and Subjected to Abuse

    it hasn't been lost on me that you're the only one bothering to respond, Criada. apparently you didn't get the memo everyone else in the universe got.
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    Abducted and Subjected to Abuse

    Tonight i finally got up the nerve to talk to my 'betrothed' about what had happened. don't know why i'd been so afraid of telling him, mainly because i didn't want to stress him out, i guess. he's been under a lot of pressure at work lately. anyway he was naturally very concerned for me...
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    Abducted and Subjected to Abuse

    well, that's the problem, isn't it. the whole business of the "body of christ" ruled by one head apparently very conveniently becomes disposable fiction when it involves someone being abused. it wasn't god. don't blame god. never mind what horrible abuses and crimes get done to you, just...
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    Abducted and Subjected to Abuse

    Someone wrote this in another thread: That's pretty much what's got the hang up inside right now -- feeling humiliated by all this. Embarrassed. Downright STUPID. As if one should know better than to think others can be sane and rational with their approach to a subject considered "kooky"...
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    Abducted and Subjected to Abuse

    A little over a week ago i got held hostage against my will for about eleven hours by four people -- one male (the main perpetrator) and three females who acted as his accomplices. During this time the male in question repeatedly "mind-raped" me, meaning, he shouted, hollered and screamed...
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    satan / devil / etc

    this is excellent. thank you for this very DEEP post. real MEAT. :thumbsup:
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    satan / devil / etc

    Are you talking about the qlippoth (sp?) or something else? (sorry if this is a dumb question...:blush: )