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  1. orangeness365

    Demon dream

    Sometimes I feel like asking God to talk to me repeatedly is like asking for a sign, and then Jesus said that only a wicked and adulterous nation asks for a sign. I feel like I've been pestering God constantly for material things like making sure my family didn't end up homeless during a...
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    Demon dream

    No I barely know anyone.
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    Demon dream

    My brother tells me that too that faith is trusting God.
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    Demon dream

    I'm sometimes aware I'm dreaming but I'm not lucid. I'm not able to control my dreams. There was several months of time where every night I dreamed that I was being eaten alive by dinosaurs. It actually hurt and I'd wake up in a cold sweat. The most I could do was try to stay still so that the...
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    Demon dream

    Thanks for your honesty. I wish I knew
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    Demon dream

    I was just wondering why I've been getting these dreams. I don't know what it means
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    Demon dream

    I'm glad that you haven't had dreams with demons anymore. Thanks for the prayers
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    Demon dream

    I think I've prayed once or twice in the past about it, but not for a long time
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    Demon dream

    I pray almost every single night before going to bed. I meant that I don't pray for God to talk to me anymore.
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    Demon dream

    i used to pray for God to speak to me in dreams. There was one time where I'm really sure he did. There were a couple of other times where I thought maybe he had but now I'm not so sure. I gave up on praying for that because I felt like he wasn't answering and because I figure at this point...
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    9-11 where were you that day?

    I woke up in a cold sweat from a dream about a plane crashing into a skyscraper. In the dream I saw people panicking as the plane got closer and closer to the building and it just seemed like general chaos. The dream ended the moment the. Plane hit the skyscraper. I woke up early before school...
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    Lucifer's Message For Me

    You're dream kind of sounds like to me that you are familiar with what is holy, i.e. Jesus and God, represented by the nun and the two other figures. Then you see Satan tempting you from across the room, and then you see the line of strangers awaiting their death, presumably because of their...
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    Is it alright for a Christian to donate to a non Christian?

    I don't have a lot of money, but I've donated to persecution.org which is to help persecuted Christians. I don't really have enough money to donate elsewhere, but i tell myself that if I had more money I would also donate to the homeless in my country and possibly something like UNICEF. Jesus I...
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    How do I make something of myself?

    I'm sorry you're struggling! I'll pray for you. Hopefully you'll be able to graduate and get that job that you wanted. If it doesn't work maybe Galatea is right, and you should try a trade school.
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    I'm tired of thinking about it every day

    I'm glad that niacin cured you of psychosis, delusions, and insomnia. Right now I don't know if the antidepressants actually dampen my depression, but they do get rid of the voices, help me sleep, and help me to not overeat. Right now I'm on a med combination that allows me to function and get...
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    I'm tired of thinking about it every day

    I'm sorry you are suffering. I admit I also go to reddit and visit the suicide watch portion of the website to hear other people's stories, hear encouragement, and know that I'm not alone in this. I spent a year thinking that I would never get a job or finish college, after I dropped out, and I...
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    I'm tired of thinking about it every day

    Thank you for the prayers. I try to think about what I'm thankful for sometimes, and I have come to the conclusion that my life is really good and that I really have few problems, but the thoughts are still there.
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    I'm tired of thinking about it every day

    I have a couple of online friends, but not in real life. I have a family that I can talk to, but I haven't really talked to them about my suicidal feelings for a long time. I like them to think that I'm just depressed and not suicidal. I don't want to worry them, and I wonder if it would be...
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    I'm tired of thinking about it every day

    I'm so tired of thinking about suicide every single day. It's been about four or five years now since I was diagnosed with psychosis, and since then I've been thinking about suicide every single day. I have a lot of things and people to be thankful for, but my thoughts revolve around suicide. I...
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    help me -Very new

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