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    When your own family looks down on you, it hurts

    I haven't posted in awhile but lately I feel like I've been hurting. I went through some emotional and psychological problems during a long duration. My life hasn't exactly become what I hoped it to be. I have been trying my best to look at things positively and most of the time I have been...
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    what are you feeling right now? (12)

    Just as I thought at least the pain would all end, that things might've gotten a bit better.. looks like it has more potential to get worse. Today, I had a different sense of loneliness as before. I think it's because I'm beginning to realize the people who I trusted to love the whole of me...
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    what are you feeling right now? (11)

    Even if I had to hold in all the pain and the hurt for just a little while longer.. It was just an inch left to a new achievement.. Because I have been bearing all this in for the longest I've ever so far and things has been increasingly hard... and despite such efforts of others and great...
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    what are you feeling right now? (11)

    Thank you Criada for your prayer and response! I really hope something can take some effect in a good way with your intentions. Also, the reason why I have somewhat an "ending" to this, is because after the next month, I wouldn't have the need to tolerate the people and the hostile environment...
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    what are you feeling right now? (11)

    Help. Life is taking a toll on me. I really wish I can turn my whole situation around in a snap. Like a domino effect, this thing is affecting my whole life bit by bit and it seems it's not planning to stop. It has affected my mental health, friendships, education, reputation, career, diet...
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    what are you feeling right now? (11)

    Warning: Rant Help! The devil is devouring. He's making a good job separating me from God. Because I'm so overwhelmed with my problems and emotions that I even forget to pray at night.. which was usual habitual! I only have one month left of pain and a way to prove myself. But during these...
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    I am struggling big time, I give up!

    I can't easily tell you to cheer up. I know how you feel and I understand it's definitely going to be tough. No matter how you try it's not going to be easy. But here's all I can say.. you are always welcome here and wanted. And I really hope the pain goes away. Sorry I kind of dissapeared...
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    what are you feeling right now? (11)

    Wish people would stop making assumptions about me. They're ruining my image on their own when I'm not even doing anything. How I act is my business and not theirs. They can be entitled to their own opinion but they have no reason to try and gang up on me. I don't know what their intentions are...
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    Cutting off a toxic friendship?

    [Toxic friend.. I'm guessing by that you mean a friendship you can't handle anymore..?] Lately, I've noticed I've become a 'toxic' presence to everyone around me. They can't seem to handle me anymore so they delve into negative assumptions about me. Athough I know something is wrong and I...
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    what are you feeling right now? (11)

    I don't know anymore what's going on. I can't trust my senses nor others. I come and I sense things are not right and when I explain it to other people, they deny and say it's not true. I don't know anymore. I just want to sleep and never wake up.
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    What are the top three emotions you struggle with?

    Paranoia, anxiety, depression
  12. K

    what are you feeling right now? (11)

    I'm at the end of wits. I don't know what to do anymore.
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    what are you feeling right now? (11)

    I know how you feel. Relatives and their high expectations on you. How they compare and judge you to others. They got to realize life is our own personal journey and not for them to decide when's the best time for what. Everyone's lives are different but it's always being compared to the norm...
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    what are you feeling right now? (11)

    Unmotivated.
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    what are you feeling right now? (10)

    They act as if they know and understand my pain. They judge me harshly, as if they know just how hard it is to get out of it and think it's that easy. They sugarcoat and pretend they're nice, as if I can't see their other face. They mock me and laugh at me behind my back.. indirectly. I know...
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    Prayers for my Struggles

    Thanks for all the prayers. I believe they are working because at least from what I saw today, things didn't look like things got worse. Thank you. I really, really appreciate it.
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    Prayers for my Struggles

    Hi everyone, Right now, I may just be in one of the worst situations I have encountered so far. From something from a small mishap, things began to escalating for the worst because of waves of negative emotions that suddenly appeared in me. It has placed a lot of emotional anguish and pain that...
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    what are you feeling right now? (10)

    I have a feeling that I have been gaslighted numerous times, that is why now I have turned paranoid..
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    what are you feeling right now? (10)

    Thanks HighwayMan. I still have around 2 months to deal with this everyday and it's stressing. I really don't know if I'm going to be able to withstand this. God bless you.
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    what are you feeling right now? (10)

    Humiliated and embarrassed. I let the negative emotions and thoughts get the best out of me and run my show.. and now in everyone's eyes, it seems somehow I am playing as a seriously evil jerk. I don't get why it has come to this. I never had intentions to hurt anyone. Yet somehow everything has...