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    Ask me anything you wish.

    Actually more recently it has gotten better. I met someone who I finally think I can see myself settling down with. When I joined CF it was because I was looking for a place to learn more about myself and my faith.
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    what are you feeling right now? (5)

    So Wednesday I was finally given medications. I felt great! Jittery but great! It was paxil at 20mg. Well I was doing great, a lot better then I had been. Friday night comes about and I start violently shaking and becoming short of breathe. I ended up in the hospital with an anxiety attack. So...
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    I feel myself failing again...

    After doing so much I feel like I am falling back into the pit. I dont get my depression medication until Wednesday and I have been having to smoke more to relax and stay ahead of my feelings. Also since I started correcting my ways I have had massive headaches due to ceasing masturbating. I...
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    Going through the most difficult time of my life

    After reading your history I noticed something. You saw the light. God gave you these great things. All those good times not to make you sad when they ended. It is like a good friend of mine used to say "You live the good times and save them for when the bad times come. That way you have the...
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    I'm really going to need support here...

    The Lord does things to make us stronger, and more suited for the tasks that he has planned for us. During this time you need companionship. Find that friend that you may have not been with for a while, or someone that inspires you and get up and go. I am not saying to bury the situation...
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    what are you feeling right now? (5)

    Well I feel tired as can be... I went to bed at 9 last night and woke up at 5 this morning and still feel tired. Before I could go to bed at 2 and wake up at 5 and feel great. I am pretty sure that while losing so much weight and changing my diet that I messed up my thyroid. This has not been...
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    Blue Cafe, come in and talk

    Dont wait! Call someone!
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    What to say and not say to a person with depression

    For people suffering from suicidal thoughts the Army has brought out the ACE card. It is a highly useful tool when you are at a loss. first step in A.C.E. is: Ask- it may even just be are you feeling depressed? Do you need to talk? But it could be even more important: Are you feeling like you...
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    What are YOU currently reading? (7)

    I myself am rereading the same series. Is this your first time through?
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    Fellowship: How are you feeling today? Let's chat ... (2)

    Hello everyone. I was doing so good this weekend and now feel horrible. Though I am doing much better after coming back in to gods family.
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    How much time do you spend at work?

    I work 168 hours a week. That is right I am always at work. Why? Because I am in the Army so am able to be called up at any time for any reason. I realize I have "off time" but it is really just time that I can do what I want with the understanding that if something happens I am coming back...
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    The pressure is lifting, and I can see more clearly.

    Today has truly been a good day! Ate brunch at the VFW with a good friend of mine who needs our prayers very much. He needs the strength to be faithful to his wife. He knows that he loves his wife very much but he is having a difficult time remembering when he is out at the bars. So I have taken...
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    Blue Cafe, come in and talk

    Wow what a day. After the veil was lifted off my face and the Lord shone down into me I have been feeling much happier. My thought processes are still difficult to control but I found doing analytical work helps. This morning spent some time with the same friend from last night and talked...
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    Blue Cafe, come in and talk

    Just spent most of my night keeping a friend of mine out of trouble in bars. Played pool for a good 4 hours and then the last two just sort of sat in different bars watching over him. Most of those last 2 hours I began getting tired and started sinking back into my hole. Please pray for my...
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    Blue Cafe, come in and talk

    Wow you are truly a one of a kind sort of person.
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    Correcting a short life of a long list of wrong doing.

    Friday morning I finally came here to CF. I needed a place that I could come grow, and repair my state of being. A bit of preface about me: Currently I am 19 and stationed in Korea. I was born in Florida and raised in Washington State. Most of my day at work consists of writing reports or...
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    God is so good, I just gotta share this

    You know I just realized I am surrounded by people like this all day. Though in my situation I cannot get away from them as they are my co workers and I cant pop smoke and get out of there. The music I listen to is currently Within Temptation. Not a happy band for most of there songs but some...
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    Blue Cafe, come in and talk

    I actually had just started my day when you first posted. Right now it is only 1406. What do you do for a living?
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    I will face you, lets have some fun

    Which version of linux? Red Hat or the free and open one? Or one of the other many?
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