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Ideal.

The intense urge to go "excuse me, but I do believe I stated at the time that x, y and z were the contributing factors; nothing more, nothing less" is intense. If only because when I stumble across something that re-wraps certain events in a manner which seems to contradict the documented...

I should not be public about my feelings.

I don't want to do anything to kill myself, but I want to die. I just want to die.

Better an honest scumbag than a delusional idealist. Probably not, they're as bad as each other really, even if one blinds you with pink glitter and highly addictive feel good messages and the other basically gives you advanced notice of their intent to rob you blind. I find it odd that over...

I do, my main one being the NIV (UK English). I must admit the first time I read an American English Bible the differences in certain words started to irritate me as my brain would want to correct them, despite the fact there is nothing to correct (technically). So I stick to Anglicised versions...

Sweet potato and chickpea curry.

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On the one hand I'm proud of the fact I've managed to make people who swore they'd love me forever hate me/walk out of my life. On the other it highlights the fact that I can't handle being liked. I can't handle the prospect of being liked/loved, it's not right, it's wrong. It's fluffy love and...

You are all so lovely. Truly.

Excellent idea :) I'm working on... genuinely becoming a good person, and not just give the impression of being one communicating more and avoiding less when difficult situations occur opening up to people and actually letting friendships develop rather than sabotaging them before they've...

At times I think my life is one big joke, then I remember jokes are supposed to be funny. All that is really wrong in my life is my indecisiveness, selfishness, and other such things. One day I really must count my blessings, pull up my socks, and seriously start remembering that there's no...

After finding out a very close friend of mine died after a tiger attack at her place of work I've gone back to feeling empty. Everyone has a time to live and a time to die, but must they be taken so frequently from this world at such a young age? Even though I know it's wrong I started laughing...

It depends on who is talking the loudest, or being the most convincing ;). I perceive whoever is being the loudest/most convincing as sitting on my left shoulder, while the other is muttering unconvincing words on my right shoulder.

Aye, I have hallucinations which have gotten me into a lot of trouble when it comes to my perception of reality, particularly during periods of stress. My personal thoughts are that someone whose bipolar is well managed, with a support network (friends, family and in some cases professionals)...

On the positive side at least I'm feeling, genuinely feeling. If I'm hurting then it's a good sign, because if I'm hurting I can grieve, and if I grieve I can move on, and perhaps if I start moving on from this I can move on from other things, and maybe if I move on from the trash I've attached...

Considering all the wrong I have done, people are much too kind to me. It's weird and makes me want to shake them until they realise they should be harsher to me, until they realise I'm not the nice person they insist I am. The vast majority of people are essentially good, kind people, and they...

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