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  1. maybenotcrazy

    hmmm....

    nothing...
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    why is it that they get to poke fun at me, or is it actually not them sometimes?

    I know nobody is that interested in this and updates are superfluous, but for the whole night, every time I almost fell asleep I would be violently woken up tossing and turning as if I'm being pushed to bump my head up against something and at one point, the thing talked, and it doesn't do it...
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    why is it that they get to poke fun at me, or is it actually not them sometimes?

    So, by now you all are used to the foolishness of my posts. Nobody has the deep answers I'm looking for for all the weird things that happen in my life and naturally lead me to inquire. I saw a post on a miracle of a saint that I had not known much about and was moved to a point, but not as much...
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    what to make of the 1000 year reign of christ on earth in revelation

    could it be that the period of 1000 year reign is the time that saints and martyrs before the end of time are "priests of god" or intercessors between us and god in the sense that we can pray to them and have our prayers heard by god through the saints?
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    what to make of the 1000 year reign of christ on earth in revelation

    I understand that the church calls the 1000 year reign taken literally as a heresy. But I'm really at a loss when I read it, call me stupid or whatever, I'm a little concerned that it sounds pretty clear about a 1000 year reign. and what is the first and second death. Sounds to me that some are...
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    times of our lives

    So back in the winter things came to a head. Perhaps or perhaps not you remember some of my posts on weird topics I was even hospitalized for some time back then. I don't think I need to say this but oh whatever. I still believe they are demons. They always used a new trick and that mind numbing...
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    what the?

    What kind of person would have demons telling him to pray the jesus prayer 10000 times and never sleep again,, don't eat etc? Well that has happened to me enough times to make me weary about such acts. I don't think that they are anything other than antichrists telling me to commit christian...
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    Blessings and Curses, magic, or is it really just Good and Evil?

    I think I can safely say my meds weren't in full throttle that time when I wrote this. Sorry for wasting your time. You see there were some really strange things happening and everytime I get thrown off balance I become seriously insane and start believing I have special knowledge.
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    Blessings and Curses, magic, or is it really just Good and Evil?

    I use a prayer rope once in a while to accompany the jesus prayer and the rejoice mary prayer and this prayer rope started feeling strange, as though it were melting in my hand as I prayed. I thought this was more than just a crazy thing and that is not all I experienced... I felt something like...
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    New soul...

    I think it really is a new soul. I don't know why it is happening this way so sorry don't pray for me about this.
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    New soul...

    Does this sound reasonable to you? I've been told I never had a soul all my life and then a soul arrived in me (supposedly) a few days ago. It hurt a little when it arrived and it was told to me that it was a baby. It was nice for a day or two then it started saying it hates me and that it is...
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    Prayer of St. Cyprian

    Does anyone know where you can get the prayer of st. cyprian, which I've only heard about and cannot find anywhere. I'm talking about one that is several pages long, not the small one that is commonly available. Pray for this sinner. I'm also interested in special prayers that are uncommon and...
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    Common refrain, cycles of grace and defeat

    I think all of you can relate but what do I know right? You reach cloud nine seventh heaven so to speak, God's grace seems to pour upon you then suddenly satan attacks viciously with sin and other things and you're down on your face in a puddle of mud for days or even weeks. Only the blessing of...
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    is repentance universally obtainable?

    Hello. So I've been through the mill of prelest and spiritual deception of major proportions. If anyone could tell you that having any hope in anything that a dream proposes, a feeling inclines you towards, a hope of major repentance, life change, betterment in this aspect or that aspect of your...
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    exorcism. Dangerous but perhaps you can help?

    I am told my mother's children were all cursed viciously by an evil aunt of hers. Let me tell you about this aunt, she is wicked to the core and has likely been behind the death of her sister and cancer of another, she blasphemes god all the time (from what I hear) and she curses people right...
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    exorcism. Dangerous but perhaps you can help?

    I would like to ask you folks to do a mass prayer that the demon leave me as soon as possible perhaps calling upon Archangel Michael, of course the Theotokos, John the theologian, Sts Cosmas and Damian etc. your choice. I've had more than enough excrement from this split in the rear hole...
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    warning: "Rosh Hashannah"! Many are getting numerous visions,etc. about...

    but the rapture is not real! There will be no grand rescue by christ of those believers who are "real" among the chaff before his posited third coming (joking- that's what the rapture demands!) God says take up your cross and follow me, he says those who lose their lives for my sake shall find...
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    666 is it a babylonian number system reference?

    The babylonians used a 60 based counting system, i.e. the way we say 12345678910 they counted with individual digits up to 60 then a symbol for 60 was used for the number and up from there with 60 as though it were 10. I see a sequence in 666 10,1,1/10 what could that mean? I also thought...
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    God is Much More Awesome than I've ever imagined

    Praise the lord for his good works. Give glory to God for all that he has done is doing will do. I've posted enough negative stuff on this website about my troubles, about strange topics with strange analogies. I didn't read the responses to my last posts but I get the feeling they weren't taken...
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    how many think they have heard angels?

    I am once again in a bind. i had a dream which i will not describe in detail but I thought I had heard an angelic message. There was a massive very upbeat chorus of be still my soul and a message spoken in harmony by a flock of very high pitched crystalline voices. All this after having been...