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  1. lotuseskimo

    Just got my year :)

    just got my year to one the 3rd
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    One Question With AA

    people relapse and their time goes right back to the begining
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    Creative minds 'mimic schizophrenia'

    huh, ty for sharing this
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    Pray for me?

    My mom is way mean to me, and Iam so demoralized from this illness, please pray for me?
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    Massive Blessings Giveaway!

    hey guys havent been awhile
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    What would he need to do to get more money from disability?

    I got a large payment of like 10,000$(apart from backpayments) one time because my mother raising me had mental health issues herself. They needed documentation of her getting help though I think. I got a letter one day saying that, and when I went to the office I asked them why had they...
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    I would appreciate some help, if you happen to have the time

    You need to tell your parents, how do you think they are going to react? Because your not disgusting, they will probley suprise you, don't worry about telling them. I got glasses around when I was maybe 13 or so, and it was the most wonderful and beautiful expirience, I shouted 'I can the...
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    Back to Church

    Yep, I get the isolation feeling to, but I did find that I had to good ole find a church that I wanted to go to. My larger problem was being so tough and judgemental about whichever church, but yet I know I was right in such things, one church was so rich, but they bought large screen tvs for...
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    the meaning of it all

    I have a logic with the problem of people talkng with you. I took note of the problem then (when I had the problem), when I didn't have it, I took it out again. I like going to festivals, and local events. The happy and celibrateing people are so good for me. But at this festival, everyone IS...
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    MEDS can WORK

    lol, what a good friend you are Jeshu.. What is E.C.T.?
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    MEDS can WORK

    Jeshu, I had totally not known this, lol. And I was dishonest with my doctors, what a mess.
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    Giving God the glory infront of your psychiatrist

    lol! He doesn't giva hoot. Thank you I had not done this, it was missing from my appointments. I got blessed with my pychiatrist, fortuneately for patients who must go to county docters, the best place to have a job if you are a phyciatrist is with the government, I asked him if he was here...
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    MEDS can WORK

    Thank you so much for writing, I'm emaressed by my second post, I'm sorry. I'm an artist, I love form and color, thank you:), I totally worked a bit on my avatar. I'm sorry to hear about your sister. My fiance takes care of me, he has been through so much. I catch glimpses of what he has had...
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    MEDS can WORK

    ... nothing, no-one has read this, or...no-one has anything to say
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    How do you confront someone who abused you

    I had supressed the inciedent, but when I was around her, I was so scared, and did strange things like if she touched me I would scream because I couldn't stand her to, slowly I asked God why I did these things and I remembered what she did. She trys to make me laugh about sexual things, and...
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    How do you confront someone who abused you

    I need help in this to my mom sexually assulted me, and like tomarrow Im going to help clean her house for an inspection.
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    MEDS can WORK

    OK, starting when I was very small my mom had alot of meds, and I did not like the cuboard so full, it genuinely scared me, I know if it is a medication, you would not have a ton of them and have them not work, you should have like two meds, right, if you are really hurting... So I stayed away...
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    The never ending Fellowship thread

    anyone here?
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    looking for friends who are also schizophrenic

    luther I have a curous question for you being above intellagance, me and my fiance are just above average, and we get fustrated some days cause other people seem slower, and we get anziety being around people, like in this mall there is a rasiling along dividing a drop from off the railing and...