he is still your father, jesus would forgive him if his repentence is honest. you should do the same.
try not to wear anything suggestive around him, you could send out the wrong signal.
are we talking sexual abuse or emotional/physical?
i have never been sexually abused but physically and emotionally battered by my draconian father. he is/was the greatest hypocrite i have ever met. he would give oratory on a sunday on the evils of inappropriate contentography, all the while secretly sitting on...
i tried to post this in my own thread but it wouldn't let me... sorry to post it here. maybe a moderator can move it?
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this is really hard to admit to myself, let alone a huge forum such as this one. throughout my teens and early twenties i was a gay hustler and addicted to...
you need to find a likeminded willing partner to live out these fantasies of yours in a controlled safe and christian way. i am praying for you, sister.
find something constructive to do. needlework or quilting will take care of those restless hands.
if its that compulsive, try rubbing an ungeant of tabasco onto your shameful member. i am praying for you to stop brother.