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  1. J

    Are You High, Low or Level? (4)

    Was manic earlier, but now I'm at a low, low, LOW level... :( Why can't I just die? :( :cry:
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    Are You High, Low or Level? (4)

    Low. Wanting to cut and kill myself...:( :cry:
  3. J

    Are You High, Low or Level? (4)

    Level at the moment, but I see darkness in the near future...:(
  4. J

    Should I Get Help?

    Hopeless Keep going", "Stay strong" That's what they tell me, But everything has gone horribly wrong. They don't listen, They don't understand, They don't realize, Life is slipping out of my hands. They continue to tell me, Everything will be alright, But, they're wrong, Nothing ever...
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    Our (very wonderful) coffee shop, just for us! (2)

    Umm...well...nevermind...:(
  6. J

    Post here when you feel like cutting (2)

    It seems like when I'm with my friends I'm fine...but when I'm home, just at my computer desk...that's when it gets bad... :( Why can't I just blow up?? :cry: :( :cry:
  7. J

    Are You High, Low or Level? (4)

    A little low, but I'm trying to stay positive. It's not working so great right now, though...:doh::|
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    Im ashamed of myself:(

    Oh, Jo. :hug: I know exactly how you feel, like no one understands. It's a really horrible feeling, but, You have to try to rely on God(I am speaking to myself, too) I know, you want to deal with it by yourself and you don't want anyone to know, but, you have to get help somehow. Go see a...
  9. J

    Where is god?

    I feel the exact same way, I always wonder where God is when I need him. It seems like in the worst of times, He disappears, and when everything is going okay, He seems to be there and stuff...I've almost given up on God, but I'm trying to give Him more chances... :|
  10. J

    Are You High, Low or Level? (4)

    Hangin' in there, just FREEZING, my best friends house is, like, FREEZING!!! I've got on two hoodies and I'm STILL freezing...and when I'm cold, my mood goes down hill...:( But, I'll make it.
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    Our (very wonderful) coffee shop, just for us! (2)

    Not doing so hot...but, I should be considering I'm at my biggest crush's house, but, I'm not... :( :cry:
  12. J

    Are You High, Low or Level? (4)

    I'm kinda at a lowish level, too...:( :hug: Keep safe, April. :hug:
  13. J

    Relapse...

    I had a relapse last week, and it's hard to stop...I'm actually doing good today, but I still have urges...:(
  14. J

    Are You High, Low or Level? (4)

    I'm actually level today! ^_^ :clap:
  15. J

    Hopeless...

    Hopeless 12/27/08 "Keep going", "Stay strong" That's what they tell me, But everything has gone horribly wrong. They don't listen, They don't understand, They don't realize, Life is slipping out of my hands. They continue to tell me, Everything will be alright, But, they're wrong, Nothing...
  16. J

    Are You High, Low or Level? (4)

    Low, very low...suicidal...wanting to cut...just over all a very bad feeling...:( :cry:
  17. J

    Just about to give in....

    Well, you heard me, I'm just about to give in to death, I can't hold on anymore...it's just too much. Sorry, everyone, I'll just leave you all alone now. -Sqiz
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    I know it's supposed to be the "most wonderful time of the year"...

    I'm trying to hold on to Jesus, but I just don't feel like He's there, it really bothers me... I'm trying to stay positive, and think of "the reason for the season", but, it's just not working...it sucks...:( Prayers are greatly appreciated... At least I know I'm not alone in this...I'm...
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    Are You High, Low or Level? (4)

    Very low level. :( I know it's Christmas...but I've just not been into it the past few years...I don't know why...:( I miss all the excitement and joy I used to get on Christmas... I guess my life's just turned... ...black... :(
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