Greetings, my divorce was recently finalized. My wife, I believe, has BPD ( I am a psychologist). I did not initiate the divorce, but rather tried everything in my power to save the marriage. Especially, starting 16 months ago. When my amazing son was born. My faith was so strong, I just knew God would save the marriage. During the divorce proceedings my now ex wife started using our son as a tool to hurt me. Again, my faith was strong even now I knew God would restore our marriage. When she started using our son, I had faith that God would make sure that I would have costudy of my son. Fast forward to now, divorce is final and I only see my son every other weekend and Thursday for two hours. She is getting away with everything in violation of orders because she "technically" hasn't violated them. For example she recently moved and failed to give me the new address until after I had my attorney write hers. She is violating morality clause and exposing my son to overnight guest. So not only did my faith prove wrong in the restoration of the marriage but in my son being protected and with me. I feel broken, because of the divorce, the costudy and the hit my faith has taken. I am not sure that my faith will recover. I would welcome feedback, suggestions or guidance. Thanks