In need of prayer

Hi everyone,

I'm in major need of prayer.

I dropped my laptop which has irreplaceable documents for university on it as well as photos that I have not backed up for a while (lesson learned). If I can't recover it then I will not be able to continue properly with university. I have it booked in for repair.

Also I am going through early stages of separation and divorce due to domestic violence and my husband would not work for years. After the final act of violence, we broke up and I am set on divorce though my husband has changed his mind and doesn't want to. I will not change my mind and have entered into a relationship with a long term friend who I can see a future with. I know that is considered adultery but it would be unhealthy for me to reconcile with my husband and is not an option for me anymore. But I would like prayers to help me cope. I was finally doing well but I am now having panic attacks because Im so scared of losing my vital data on my computer. I have assignments due very soon and I'm finding it very hard to focus because of anxiety.

Thank you very much.

Thanks for your replies.

My laptop data was recovered, thank God. The IT person tried for an hour and it wouldn't work, kept saying there were errors in the drive. Then I prayed with all my heart and it worked.

I will never go back to my husband, it's just not an option for me. I don't even hate him, I hope he moves on and I'd be happy for him to find someone else. We never should have got married and we got engaged when I was only 17.

He was a drunk, violent, verbally abusive and then refused to work for the last 4 years. He told me he wanted a divorce. I agreed, he then changed his mind. We talked about divorce regularly through the "marriage". This time I grew a backbone and ended it. I then entered into a relationship with a friend of 5 years. It was very unexpected but has turned out to be the best thing that ever happened to me. I know it's adultery according to Christian beliefs. I pray daily and ask Jesus into my heart but I've been agnostic since the beginning of trying to be Christian more than 10 years ago. My husband is Christian. I pray to God in Jesus' name and I do have faith even though my belief is certainly not solid, if that makes any sense.
I know Christians will always say my new relationship is wrong as I am still legally married (husband moved out) but I have never felt married nor had any evidence of marriage other than a certificate. We had no home, he refused to work or have a house or have children and made my life miserable, he was psychologically and physically abusive.
I felt such an immense weight off me and a sense if strength I never had when I would not take him back after he said he wanted to divorce me. He's finally unable to ruin my life anymore. He threatened to kill me and my partner.
My partner is a genuinely good man and it's heartbreaking to have people just say our relationship is just sin and that I should be with my ex who threatened my life on many occasions. I can only hope and pray that that's not what Gods will is for me. My husband certainly used quotes from the bible to try and get me to stay with him but denied all verses that spoke about his responsibilities as a husband.