When I was a Christian I was so because I was raised in a family of Christians.
As a child it was just part of all the other instruction received in how to cope and believe things worked in this world. It didn't make sense to me probably around the age of eight or so and when I started to listen to all the reasons people gave for a little girl in the church having been crushed under a car.
It's God's will. God works in mysterious ways. God wanted his angel back.
I remember to this day those euphemisms and all this other excusing for why a beautiful loving happy little child was crushed to death under a Ford.
I know some really good people who are Christian. For them it is a relationship like unto that family bond we feel for our parents, siblings, other relatives. That part of ourselves that never needs to be dissected to find out why we feel that way about being connected to one another.
I'd say if you have to work at it to feel faith that that's the antithesis of faith itself. Maybe you're one of those for whom the old saying,
I'll trust God believes in me.
And you do good without thinking you need God to be a good person.
I personally think humans have created God in their image and likeness. Too afraid to live in a world where it is all on them to make it work or not. And if there is some unseen spirit working the strings behind the scene of this earthly stage and it is our creator, how can it be surprised when we act as we were created to be with a human nature?
My advice? Believe in yourself. Know you can do good, be successful, because this one life is the chance you have to make a life, make a difference, and leave something of yourself behind. And when you die that's next but it isn't anything to worry about because you can't do a thing about that. All you can do is what you're able to do now being human and with a conscience.
I wish you the best.
Hello everyone so I'm a good person generally and would defend God and what not but at the same time I find myself having a hard time believing truly. There's so much info out there to discredit Christianity so I have a hard time believing it fully. How do you guys believe even after seeing scientific info? how do you have faith? Please enlighten me. I'm not saying Christianity is wrong I am saying how do you stay true with all the info out there to discredit it?