I'm nineteen. I've known Christ my whole life, as I was born into a Christian home. This is both a blessing and a curse; as I grew, I doubted if I had ever been saved (I thought I was when I was eight) because the fruits I was meant to show, I did because my Christian parents instilled them in me. At least, that's what I've told myself.
I've doubted my salvation my whole life. During my high school years, I fell away from God and deeper into inappropriate contentography. I knew these things were wrong, but I did them anyway. I now think I have a seared conscience, where I know in my mind it's sinful, but my heart feels no remorse.
I'm trying to come back to Christ.
I also struggle with random blasphemous thoughts.
All this has given me a troubled road. I'm still not sure where I stand with God. I've asked to be saved many times, but I know it's not a prayer that matters, it's the action of putting faith in Christ that saves. I just don't know if I've done that.
My goal on this forum to figure some things out. Thank you for reading.
I've doubted my salvation my whole life. During my high school years, I fell away from God and deeper into inappropriate contentography. I knew these things were wrong, but I did them anyway. I now think I have a seared conscience, where I know in my mind it's sinful, but my heart feels no remorse.
I'm trying to come back to Christ.
I also struggle with random blasphemous thoughts.
All this has given me a troubled road. I'm still not sure where I stand with God. I've asked to be saved many times, but I know it's not a prayer that matters, it's the action of putting faith in Christ that saves. I just don't know if I've done that.
My goal on this forum to figure some things out. Thank you for reading.
