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That's what I'll b having tomorrow. I'm being sarcastic. Quit smoking tomorrow, have the patches and nicotine gum. Maybe won't b as bad as Ithink. Also going to pdoc who is actually an Arnp. My GP said I need to b seeing psychiatrist. Well anyway I'm seeing the Arnp wwhich is good because Ifeel ddepression creeping in. I've had some physical problems, been on pain meds that might b part of it. I'm so tired which ofcourse could b the meds or depression. Oh boy..well see what tomorrow brings. I'm tired and want to just sleep but want to stay up and smoke cause it'll b my last since quitting tomorrow. That is crazy. I know not ssmoking will remove a spiritual sin for me and open me up to God more. That's what my focus should be. I'm so tired of depressiom. I hate it. Was nice and mildly manic yesterday but crashed today. Such is life. Will just keep keepin on. Maybe bipolar is my thorne in the flesh and Gods grace is sufficient for me. See what if any changes I'll have with my meds. God love you all
ear future or whenever doc says.
