Hello...I wasn't sure where to turn to ask other fellow brothers and sisters in Christ to keep me in prayer over this situation that feels like one of the toughest things I have ever gone through.
I do not attend a local church home, and don't know many other believers personally. I am 22 years old and recently am going through a very painful and heartaching breakup. It literally happened out of nowhere and everything leading up to it is very confusing...so I began dating a guy named David, and we dated for about 8 months. We were very much a match, and it wa apparent that we both loved and still do love the Lord, and desire to live for Christ. We would be in prayer with each other and for each other, and we began to grow closer. This was the first relationship where it wasn't anything sexual involved between us, we both received confirmation that we believed is from the Lord, I continously prayed and asked the Lord, even before that I would see his name in many places and hear his name, it was all around me. And for David, he had written something that he waited for and wanted to show his future wife, and I am the only one who has seen it. Many of the traits that he prayed for in a wife, is what he said that I showed and we were very excited. He prayed to meet whomever he was to marry early, so as to say even before we were ready to marry I guess, and I prayed something similar without even knowing about what he prayed, and he didn't know as well until later when we met and told each other....there are so many things from the relationship like that...one really big thing is that David truly is gifted in many ways, it is his heart's desire to be used as a vessel to bring many to the Lord, I have witnessed the fact that he has an amazing understanding that is only from the Lord, Himself! And it is the same with me...I make it a habit to pray for God to give me understanding, prudence, and knowledge...over the years I have grown into having this deep hunger and thirst for the Lord, and I desire the very same things, to be used a a vessel to bring many to the Lord...and ofcourse we have faced many opposition in our relationship, from demonic attacks, to this whole situation of being totally deceived by a demonic spirit trying to lead us astray and literally trying to convince each other that we should not marry one another..that is a very long story and I would be happy to tell you if you'd like to know, it truly did happen......it truly seemed as if the enemy wanted to dismantle anything between us and arouse anything he could........
So, now this is what happened....David met another girl who told him that she wanted to have an unbreakable bond with him...and he said that he started having feelings for her, but didn't want to and began praying for them to leave, but they didn't...and during this time he began being extremely confused, stressed, crying and was having breathing problems and not understanding what was going on, he was very very confused....he said that his desires and wants began to change instantly...and then the girl spoke a rebuke from her mouth that he believes was from the Lord...and she prophesied to him telling him that he was in a wrong relationship with the wrong female, and now we have broken up, when he told me this he was weeping, I had never heard him cry like that, but he said he just wants to be in God's will...I then had a dream after praying about this, and just asking God for understanding...and in my dream, it was said through someone to me that David is very fearful...and I thought and understood...he is in this relationship because of fear, and I don't know if this truly is an attack, or what all of this is honestly....I just know we've been led astray before by deceit and a counterfeit "holy spirit ", trying to make us believe it was the true Holy Spirit...he is still very confused and I am as well....I didn't know exactly who to turn to about this, but this is what has happened..I just ask that everyone pray for the truth to be revealed and for the Lord to work and intervene on this situation, please. I ask this in sincerity. Love you, in Christ.
Please feel free to put any input you have, or message me anytime for prayer as well!
I do not attend a local church home, and don't know many other believers personally. I am 22 years old and recently am going through a very painful and heartaching breakup. It literally happened out of nowhere and everything leading up to it is very confusing...so I began dating a guy named David, and we dated for about 8 months. We were very much a match, and it wa apparent that we both loved and still do love the Lord, and desire to live for Christ. We would be in prayer with each other and for each other, and we began to grow closer. This was the first relationship where it wasn't anything sexual involved between us, we both received confirmation that we believed is from the Lord, I continously prayed and asked the Lord, even before that I would see his name in many places and hear his name, it was all around me. And for David, he had written something that he waited for and wanted to show his future wife, and I am the only one who has seen it. Many of the traits that he prayed for in a wife, is what he said that I showed and we were very excited. He prayed to meet whomever he was to marry early, so as to say even before we were ready to marry I guess, and I prayed something similar without even knowing about what he prayed, and he didn't know as well until later when we met and told each other....there are so many things from the relationship like that...one really big thing is that David truly is gifted in many ways, it is his heart's desire to be used as a vessel to bring many to the Lord, I have witnessed the fact that he has an amazing understanding that is only from the Lord, Himself! And it is the same with me...I make it a habit to pray for God to give me understanding, prudence, and knowledge...over the years I have grown into having this deep hunger and thirst for the Lord, and I desire the very same things, to be used a a vessel to bring many to the Lord...and ofcourse we have faced many opposition in our relationship, from demonic attacks, to this whole situation of being totally deceived by a demonic spirit trying to lead us astray and literally trying to convince each other that we should not marry one another..that is a very long story and I would be happy to tell you if you'd like to know, it truly did happen......it truly seemed as if the enemy wanted to dismantle anything between us and arouse anything he could........
So, now this is what happened....David met another girl who told him that she wanted to have an unbreakable bond with him...and he said that he started having feelings for her, but didn't want to and began praying for them to leave, but they didn't...and during this time he began being extremely confused, stressed, crying and was having breathing problems and not understanding what was going on, he was very very confused....he said that his desires and wants began to change instantly...and then the girl spoke a rebuke from her mouth that he believes was from the Lord...and she prophesied to him telling him that he was in a wrong relationship with the wrong female, and now we have broken up, when he told me this he was weeping, I had never heard him cry like that, but he said he just wants to be in God's will...I then had a dream after praying about this, and just asking God for understanding...and in my dream, it was said through someone to me that David is very fearful...and I thought and understood...he is in this relationship because of fear, and I don't know if this truly is an attack, or what all of this is honestly....I just know we've been led astray before by deceit and a counterfeit "holy spirit ", trying to make us believe it was the true Holy Spirit...he is still very confused and I am as well....I didn't know exactly who to turn to about this, but this is what has happened..I just ask that everyone pray for the truth to be revealed and for the Lord to work and intervene on this situation, please. I ask this in sincerity. Love you, in Christ.
Please feel free to put any input you have, or message me anytime for prayer as well!
