Thankyou all. I am sorry. I don't want to bring stuff in here, but it has been a day and a half. Good, very good, and bad, very bad. I am not doung well right now.
My mother is getting iller, but today when I went to see her she told me that her lungs are giving up, that they have had enough, and she obviously is tired out and wants to go, but she said she could not go yet until we are all alright ie her kids.
She then told me thatbshe applauded the way in which I gad gone forward with my lufe, despite all, and hat she wished the other two could do the same, and then she wold be free to go.
She. Still does not belueve in God,she says, but was mad at the Archbishop if Canterbury for saying ge doubted God.
I then told her that it was MY belief in God that has enabled me to go forward with my life.
She acknowledged that.
For the first time in my lufe she has applauded me, and listened about my faith.