So I had liked this girl for around two years. I completely stuffed up with her and yesterday was the first time in eight months that she had approached me. I apologised to her and she accepted. I offered to walk with her to her class and she declined.
She is leaving in roughly eight weeks time to a new city 12 hours away. I will never see her again.
The thing is I still like her. I was mean to her previous. Can you pray that God performs a miracle for me? She is much better than me though, a true follower of Christ who is 10 times smarter.
I have mixed feelings, I am divided into four.
One part of the four likes her but it acknowledges that I have idolised her. This part also wants to know more about her.
Another part of the four wants to be a friend to her and get to know her more.
The other part of the four is indifferent to her.
The latter part of the four is afraid of her because I want to leave on good terms with her.
We have no trust between us. Through my insecurity I have screwed up the trust in-between us.
How can I repair the trusts in less than three hours? How can I fix this up in a matter of hours?
Then I am worried because my tooth is playing up. Every single second of time with her will be precious because if I do not fix things up now, then it will be blasted forever.
Please pray! I have been praying for months and God only answered my prayer at the last second. A bittersweet answer and I feel bitter about it.
She is leaving in roughly eight weeks time to a new city 12 hours away. I will never see her again.
The thing is I still like her. I was mean to her previous. Can you pray that God performs a miracle for me? She is much better than me though, a true follower of Christ who is 10 times smarter.
I have mixed feelings, I am divided into four.
One part of the four likes her but it acknowledges that I have idolised her. This part also wants to know more about her.
Another part of the four wants to be a friend to her and get to know her more.
The other part of the four is indifferent to her.
The latter part of the four is afraid of her because I want to leave on good terms with her.
We have no trust between us. Through my insecurity I have screwed up the trust in-between us.
How can I repair the trusts in less than three hours? How can I fix this up in a matter of hours?
Then I am worried because my tooth is playing up. Every single second of time with her will be precious because if I do not fix things up now, then it will be blasted forever.
Please pray! I have been praying for months and God only answered my prayer at the last second. A bittersweet answer and I feel bitter about it.
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