After hearing the news I asked myself, "if someone pointed a gun at my head and asked me if I was Christian and all I had to do to live was say no, would I?"
This is important, because Jesus says,
"Therefore whoever confesses me before men, him I will also confess before My Father who is in heaven.'" (Matthew 10:32)
But confessing Jesus at the time of possible death is not all Jesus wants. He wants us to give ourselves and our whole lives to Him, which is what you talk about here >
I want to give the entirety of my life to Christ,
So, we do not want to live in an unreal way, and then do some heroic thing only when we die, as if that would buy our way into Heaven; but always live and love in confession and honor of Jesus.
I want to feel what those people felt as they said YES with no fear of death,
It is possible that a Christian was not thinking much about possibly dying, but the Christian had care and concern for the shooter, and was praying for him and the other people who were there.
I want to feel what other Christians feel when they shamelessly yell out during worship filled with the holy spirit.
If what ones are doing is for real during a service, it also is important to always be in worship of God, by being submissive to Him in His peace (Colossians 3:15), loving any and all people, staying ready for God to change any horrible person to become adopted to be with us in God's family, all while being pleasing to our Father in His love >
"rather let it be the hidden person of the heart, with the incorruptible beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is very precious in the sight of God." (1 Peter 3:4)
We trust God to correct us and make us His way in love so we live like this. This is a lifelong process of God, not our own self-discipline. So, this is included in trusting in Jesus. We are reconciled by His death, and saved by His life of love in us, I consider >
"For if when we were enemies we were reconciled to God through the death of His Son, much more, having been reconciled, we shall be saved by His life." (Romans 5:10)
I always hear stories of people being saved however I don't think there has ever been a specific moment in my life where I felt I was saved right then and there. I feel like I need a sign or something.
Paul speaks of how we
"first trusted in Christ" > in Ephesians 1:12 > so we did not "only" "believe" in Jesus and accept the idea that Jesus is Lord and Savior, but we trusted in Jesus for how He died on the cross for our sins, and rose so now He through His resurrection makes us alive in God's love, and we trust Him by submitting to how He rules us by means of God's peace ruling in our hearts.
So, I consider, we have trusted in Jesus for salvation and for how He now corrects us to become and be guided personally by Him, in all we do and how we love each and every person.