Rom 9:20 "Therefore God has mercy on whom he wants to have mercy, and he hardens whom he wants to harden." If I'm not supposed to understand this verse why do I have such a strong desire to understand it? "One of you will say to me: "Then why does God still blame us? For who is able to resist his will? But who are you, a human being, to talk back to God?" I'm not talking back but I'm faced with an option of hell for eternity and you just said that I could be one of them. "Shall what is formed say to the one who formed it, 'Why did you make me like this?'" Yes that is exactly what I'm asking! But only because I face an option of hell. Burning in hell for eternity is not something I desire! From what I understand there's really nothing I can do except cross my fingers and say Jesus please have mercy on me?.. This is not the loving God that I hear talked about so much. I understand that justice must be done but once again isn't calling on Jesus enough? Why would he still condemn people after they have called on him (Matthew 7:21). I have so many questions and with my itty bitty little understanding I can't even grasp to understand the simplest of his desires. However, with my little itty bitty sense of understanding I'm forced to come up with the conclusion that this is not fair. For people with such little understanding to face such a harsh punishment.
Burning in hell for eternity is not something I desire! From what I understand there's really nothing I can do except cross my fingers and say Jesus please have mercy on me?.. This is not the loving God that I hear talked about so much. I understand that justice must be done but once again isn't calling on Jesus enough? Why would he still condemn people after they have called on him (Matthew 7:21)
If in our
conscience we say "Burning in hell for eternity is not something I desire" ,that is a very good start, cause some one who were born of flesh (devil spirit within him/her) with their action will prove that they did not take any concern about that (they may say that they seek God, they obey God but their heart surely say otherwise ), then with our humbleness will lead us to let God Him self teach us as He wants cause every things that is divine shall come to us as His Grace /His charity only and not depend on our own wisdom (only who has ears then listen Rev3:6).
His words will show us :
1. Why should God create humans in the earth?.
2. Why should God create Adam and Eve first in Eden?, why not all He wanted to create (all names in the book of life ) at once ?.
3. Why should be satan there in Eden ?.
4. If after men fell in Eden then were driven out from Eden, did not it show that men surely ate the fruit of the tree of life intentionally if they were still in Eden ?/did not it prove that they were spiritually dead creatures (like corpses who could not do any simplest order ).
5. Which one the simplest ?: not eating the fruit of the tree of life intentionally or fulfilling the hundreds of Torah laws ?. ( What's for those hundreds laws ?)
6. are not those 5 questions above lead us to know further about God's Grace ?.
7. What is God's Grace really mean ?.
8. Why should Jesus come to us 2.000 years ago ?,why not in Abraham era or Mosses era ?
... there are many questions that surely follow as our days running.
Finally we will understand that there are two kinds of men those are living in this world, 1. Who are created by God/ God's people ( written in the book of life before the foundation of the world/born of God ).
2. Who are born of flesh (God did not create their spirits), merely as a camp for devil reside /not written in the book of life before the foundation of the world.
After we grasp it well, we will not say "This is not the loving God that I hear talked about so much".
Although God's seeds (names in the book of life) have already been born, all of them were spiritually dead (Psal51:5), so they need to be resurrected/ to be saved by His Grace only, Who comes as winner = the saved, who comes as loser = eternally dead/their names are removed from the book of life immediately Rev3:5 .
I apologize if there are many wrongs in writing , cause English is not my mother language.