prayer for controlling mother

Lord she wanted to watch tv show at the same time as me and dad were watching ours. Thankfully we now have a recorder.
I dont know why she wanted to watch a show about tornados, when we dont even get them here in nz..i just wanted to find out how Elvis Presley died.
Anyway.
Oh also she criticised my dad for buying food that she doesnt like to make dinner. Then she criticises me for NOT making dinner. Then she complains she has to make it. But she hates whatever we cook, although if she does happen to like it she will say she does and then later say she doesnt and its not perfect and that we didnt clean up properly.
So what do I pray in this situation?

Cant just get takeaway cos then she says we too lazy to cook.

Also she complains that im not trying to get a job, but ive already put in hundreds of applications. I cant have a job if nobodys willing to give me one can I? Or do one im not even suited for.

Also..i havent told her ive booked a cruise for next year. i am paying it off. With my own money. If I tell her she might just cancel it or discourage me from going. Or weasel her way into it like she did my other holiday.

Man its like living with satan. Or antichrist.

Please keep praying i can only go to my room shut the door and put on music so I dont have to face her or listen to lies and put downs.

Lord i fogot to put the shampoo bottle and conditioner away in the shower and i dont know why, mums not forgiving me for my forgetfulness. But she makes out like i do it deliberately. That was the only thing she said to me last night. I didnt go home for dinner and went out shopping for fathers day instead.

I was tidying the sewing room and mum yelled at me for moving her boxes.
I am responisble for this house, but its hard when the mother doesnt want to clean up her mess and junk and. Just leaves it in there ao you suffocate and cant wven move.

If you dont want to pray for me then dont post.

I had to get rid off three bags of old clothes she had picked up from God knows where that nobody even wears or fits. Then she throughs a hissy fit because I am clearing up space.
She also brings up things from ages ago like holding a huge grudge. I say Im sorry but she doesnt want to forgive me anything.

I repeat am responisble and want to live at peace and not in a pigsty.

I thought this forum was for prayer and encouragement.
I have asked for prayers for my mum. If you cannot do this perhaps look at your own behaviour and how it suffocates your offspring. Children cannot kick their parents out of the house but a parent can wield power over a child no matter how old they are. We have the highest rates of child abuse in my country. How can a child love their parent when that parent pyshcologically abuses them every single day?

And no other christians want to pray? I have other cares and concerns which I pray everyday.
Lord it makes me so angty that smug people assume that im not being responsible just because maybe they had a blessed upbringing and i had nothing but curses.

ESPECIALLY WHEN THERE IS NO PLACE TO GO!!!

I could be homeless and maybe christians would not care to open their homes to me and accuse me of 'not being responisble'.

When I worked at the library i saw many runaway children and adults. They had nowhere to go. Their parents were likely abusive. If they had good parents and came from good families that genuinely loved them they would not have got into that state.

Thankfully i do have christian sisters who understand and one said to me today I could go her place anytime I was feeling unwanted. Bless her Lord.

Mums home for two weeks. Please pray for kindness to open her heart and remove the cruel barbs stuck there.

Lord I know you working but its very painful for me having to endure this.

"For whosoever shall do the will of God, the same is my brother, and my sister, and mother." - Jesus