- Sep 1, 2014
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Hi, I am going through something so major...I am a single parent of one daughter. I raised her with the Lord as her Father in that I thought I was doing everything He wanted me to do as a mom. I raised my daughter with the Bible as the blueprint for our lives. She told me at around age ten that she asked Jesus into her heart and was born again...all the while she was with Christian friends and every year at VBS learning and knowing about salvation...but then her uncle passed away when she was 12 or 13 and she started seeing things fall apart. Not between her and I but with her uncles family (they're not Christians but uncle was) anyway very long story short my daughter's so called Christian friends started doing sinful behaviors little by little...our church fell apart and I kept talking to her through the whole sad journey but she insisted she was ok and understood. Fast forward to present day, she is now 18 and last week came to me crying and having anxiety so scared and ashamed to tell me a secret that she's been keeping for the past few years...and the secret is that she started doubting God because of all the pain and sadness people go through and has decided that she doesn't believe in God anymore. She said that she's so confused and sad. Now she is depressed with anxiety. When she told me I fell apart and so did she. We cried and yelled and cried back and forth. I started feeling like I had nothing to live for. I realized that was satan and his deceit because I stayed feeling hopeless for three days when I woke up and said REALITY CHECK, God does not cause feelings of hopelessness so I told myself to "get it together, you have a battle to fight!" I must get my daughter back with the Lord. I must. She is not misbehaving or doing anything inappropriate like many teens do, she really is a good girl. I just don't know what to do all by myself. I need other Believers to help me, talk to me, and point me in the right direction. I have lost my Christian friends because they also chose a more worldly path. I have one friend left, but I'm embarrassed to tell her what has happened. Everyone looked up to my daughter for her heart and love for God...sigh, I'm scared you guys. Please pray. I need you.
In Christ's Love-
In Christ's Love-