Lonely, please help!

i have been forced to live at home for two years, with little contact save for my family. On Saturday I move into a college dorm. I'm supposed to just make friends after two years of isolation?

The main reasons for my isolation involve having Asperger's syndrome and just being too lazy and afraid of doing things. I spend too much time thinking and not enough time doing anything. I'm afraid of people,and what they'll think of me for being addicted to inappropriate content, and that they'll tell me to embrace my alleged bisexuality. I don't want to do that because I'm not a liberal Christian and neither is anyone around me.

This place has driven me insane, and so has being alone for too long. I am afraid of people because In the time that I haven't gotten to interact with them extensively I'm afraid that the new ones I will be facing and expected to get along with will be everything I don't want or need them to be. I need Christian friends, not tolerant liberals. But there's only so many on this site and only so many out in the real world, where I'm supposed to just pretend I have no problems at all. That's hard for me to do.

How am I supposed to serve God when I could just be continuing this terrible phase of my life?

Well, I'm in college now so things are 't so terrible. But I'm still finding myself feeling down and lonely a lot.

Thank you both. I'm finding that I'm able to not worry so much about my sexuality struggles or making friends here, although classes are giving me stress as well. I just need to take things one day at a time.

While I am adjusting, I go home every weekend because there is either nothing to do or, as it was this weekend, I was lonely. Lately my thoughts drift to dirty stuff and sexual curiosity. <Staff Edit>
I just need some sort of advice so that I don't stumble again. I just want a normal life with friends instead of inappropriate content.

Every weekend it's the same. I feel like I just can't stop!