Dear everyone, I thank you for your love and support, for I have been a member for a little bit of time now. Today I ask you for prayer for me again for marriage. There is only one person for me, but I have received a lot of opposition about it. My parents have not yet given me their blessing. His name of course is Paul, and I might have mentioned him before, but he really is my one and only husband. I ask you to present this prayer before Jesus, because I never want to say good-bye to him, and I want to be with him forever. It was perhaps what hurt me the most in my life when he told me he didn't ever want to see me anymore. Pray that this is a permanent marriage, that we will receive blessing from my parents and from his, from my brother and from his brother, and that we will have children together. I will never love anyone else that way. Please pray to God that he come back to me soon, because I am in a lot of pain, missing him, and not 100% happy. I hated the scripture verse about no marriage in Heaven, because I thought that Jesus was wrong, that perhaps the man who married a woman who had many husbands who died did not apply to me, because there is only one for me. What is the definition of marriage, anyway? Does it mean we can flit and flutter from one person romantically to another? I do not judge people who break up or get a divorce and perhaps see other people or marry other people, but this is the only one for me, forever. If the definition of marriage is an arrangement that is temporary, then I am okay with no marriage in Heaven.
