I moved to another state a year ago because my Mom has family there and I was ready for something else. I have a disability (it's a long story) and applying for disability services here has been a long process, and for a long time I was sure I wasn't going to get approved for services. But God came through for me.
I met my case manager who is hired to let me know what services are available and how to get started with them. He said he would give us the names of some people we( my Mom and I) can contact, but he never did. And my Mom is having a lot of trouble finding a job. I've also had a really hard time with loneliness and trying to meet people. I've been going to church and attended a christian young adult group but it hasn't helped in regards to the social scene. (Eventually I stopped going to the group.)
My cousin flaked out on me for movie this evening, which got me thinking of how frustrating I am with everything at the moment. It feels like I can't get one simple thing done to move forward. I've asked God why things seem to be taking forever and what I should do. His response was "Wait."
Wait for what? I feel like I am not doing enough to help get things moving faster even though I know there's nothing I can do. I am also trying to remember what God has done for me thus far.
Is God answering me but I am just not seeing it?
I met my case manager who is hired to let me know what services are available and how to get started with them. He said he would give us the names of some people we( my Mom and I) can contact, but he never did. And my Mom is having a lot of trouble finding a job. I've also had a really hard time with loneliness and trying to meet people. I've been going to church and attended a christian young adult group but it hasn't helped in regards to the social scene. (Eventually I stopped going to the group.)
My cousin flaked out on me for movie this evening, which got me thinking of how frustrating I am with everything at the moment. It feels like I can't get one simple thing done to move forward. I've asked God why things seem to be taking forever and what I should do. His response was "Wait."
Wait for what? I feel like I am not doing enough to help get things moving faster even though I know there's nothing I can do. I am also trying to remember what God has done for me thus far.
Is God answering me but I am just not seeing it?