Lead by the spirit?

Last year my girlfriend and i took a drive through the hills of West Virginia. During our drive we visited a community called Falls View. As we drove through we came across an abandoned Church. The church was not extremely old but had fallen into disrepair. I said to her "would'nt it be an interesting project to photograph some of these empty churches and put together a photo album". We completed our drive and i never did anything with the idea. The image of that church has never left me...it haunts me daily. The image of that church became a symbol to me, of everything that is wrong with this great country. And now the crazy part..the dream. Black and white images of churches of every type empty and dark. Some pristine but empty some broken and grown over and some even burned. In the dream I am acting out the project the images my pictures and i find myself before a ruined pulpit. As i approach my foot drops through the floor and in the space i find a bible. I hear the voice of my mother who says..I have always seen great things for you. In the dream this was paraphrased "great things". I have no idea what this means and I have found my self snapped to reality in the middle of the day at work having drifted into this dream. I am terrified of what this means only because i dont know whats being asked of me. My mother thinks God is knocking on my heart to do what I dont know. Can someone help me figure this out am i being led by the spirit down a mew path or am i going mad? I cannot now even think about this without loss of composure i weep when i review the imagery every time. So many men in my family are men of God. My fatjer was a pastor my cousins sing in a gospel group amd another is a pastor. Please help me decipher the meaning of this. Thank you.