I live with family members that talk aboutme to other relatives. They call me unattractive and are judgmental including my mother. She talks about me to my aunt. When I confront her she denies everything and so does my aunt and brother. Its like they take great satisfaction in seeing me emotionally drained and controlling my thoughts of them. I'm so confused; she tells me she loves me and then talks negatively to my aunt about me and even mumbles negatively to herself. I also deal with teasing at school. I have dealt with it since middle school and continue to be ostracized and made fun of for my appearance. I have literally no friends because people judge me before they meet me. I don't know what to do. I attend Community college and major in premed/biology. I plan on transferring to a 4 year institution afterwards and then med school. Even if I become successful I feel my relatives wouldn't care. I honestly think they would say "It doesn't matter she is not attractive" or still ask that annoying question "Does she have a husband or boyfriend?".