Prayer with me. :(

Throughout my life, I have hurt many people, one of which was my brother, and various other people in my life, I have tried to reach out to my brother via facebook but I dont think he has seen the message.

In the past, I have lied, cheated, against people.
I would like to prayer for God's intervention, just so I can reach out to those people, apoligise, and settle these issues before it reaches the seat of judgement, (even if they don't accept it) I have said I tried, and a prayer for the courage to admit my wrongs to them.

This might sound a bit selfish, but I don't mean to be.
I ask for nothing in life from the lord, but to do his will, and follow his teachings now.
I have prayerd for my brother a few times, but I think a little extra support would help, and to all people I have wronged to say sorry too.

Shaun.

Thank-you friends, I appreciate it

Thankyou, truthfully I fear the lords return, I am still new to all of this, I need more time to prepare myself.
I feel time is running out for me, I am still struggling in many ways to make changes to repent, things such as fantasising I am trying though, but still find it hard.

The added effect of knowing I have hurt people, hasn't helped me at all.
And I am still awaiting to be baptised, the lord can return at any moment, so I am living in great fear for my soul at the moment, the lords return isn't going to be merciful

I prayer he helps me through this, and gives me the time I need to work towards reaching him.
I have already began making minor life changes, I threw away my majority of my dragon collection recently since it dawned on me, the lord wouldn't have anything like that in his own house.

You know, just so it is out there in the search engine, anyone reading this, do look after your soul.
Nothing on this tiny spec of rock in a vast ever expanding universe, is worth your eternity of misery.

I thank-you all for your prayers.
The lord has herd them, he gave me the courage to message a dear friend I held close to my heart tonight, and to apoligise for something I said, I messaged her and she forgave me, I beleive the power of prayer works, she didn't even question it, just embraced me with love for saying sorry.

I know nothing is beyond the lord, I hope my brother can come to accept my humble apology and love too, I keep praying every day, it might not happen straight away, it may not happen for years, but the lord I know will hear these prayers, if he doesn't accept, I just want him to know I still love him no matter what.

Thank-you everyone.