Hey I just wanted you to all pray for me not to be a coward anymore. I was suicidal a year ago, and now I'm afraid to die, because I'm afraid I'll end up in hell. I also want you to pray that I have faith. I call myself a Christian, but my brother was pointing out that I don't have faith in God to save me. I'm afraid to even drive a car anywhere outside of town because I'm afraid of dying in a car crash, or worse, becoming physically crippled, but I'm not going to be able to get a job or do anything for God if I don't start driving. I wish I wasn't so afraid. Yet at the same time I pray to die everyday cuz I'm sick of life.
