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Upset. I hate cops. I hate them so much. They're armed bullies. "If I see you tomorrow with expired tags, I'll arrest you." lmao dude, I won't be alive in a year if all goes well. and alll because I forgot to grab my insurance card from mom and dads and for having a panic attack because oh wow, imagine how deeply my assault has affected me.

whatever.

i hope my cats okay.

edit: stupid insomnia. stupid me for not having meds on me at all times. stupid co-worker for being a brat and throwing a fit and havinv his parents make our managers give him the weekends off.
:hug: if it's any consolation, most police officers aren't all that bad. Just a few bad apples made bitter by their jobs.
 
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I went to church today. Strange feelings to hear an American said "Christianity is not a western religion". Also a strange feelings not to hear "Yeshua the Jewish Messiah" mentioned in Jewish synagogue. I remember my grandfather was a local Islamic leader, but I never wear a Muslim hat. When I saw a Muslim woman wearing a Muslim hat (like a Jewish Kippar) in street, I felt I was a debtor to Muslim, for usually others and I look me as a common Chinese.

My life is a little like Kafka’s Novel. A stranger in the world. But this is not the whole story in God’s plan. I know I am a debtor to God, whatever I do I can’t pay back.

Anyway, Wish you all a blessed week!
 
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:hug: if it's any consolation, most police officers aren't all that bad. Just a few bad apples made bitter by their jobs.

not really ): i know there are good cops, i've met them but darn it, it just makes it harder for me to respect them.
 
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The wifi was down for a bit, and it gave me some good time to recharge mentally, I'm just going to try and not be so grumpy for the rest of the day.
 
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Well...I'm still in disagreement with the LGBT crowd. But I have to stop being so afraid and just try and love these people. I am a terrible sinner, too, and I've had a lot of their experiences. I just want to help, although I doubt that they would really appreciate it. I might not say what they would want to hear, but I want to try and help people, somehow, in some way. Everybody pray for me, that I can replace all of my fear and hate with Christ-like love.
 
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I'm okay. Doing my best in avoiding one co-worker because I know for a fact I'll just make him cry because today, I'm just irritable and he's annoying and self pitying, and because he's mad at me for taking a weekend off and he has to work it. "If you don't switch with me, I'll kill myself!" lmao okay, have fun talking to HR and realizing I don't care.
 
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I am feeling down today. I have been struggling with depression and just a general sense of being overwhelmed for a while now. A few weeks ago I got a job offer that I have been waiting for and that helped lift my spirits for a while. However I am right back to where I started. I am also going to school full time and have been for the last four years... straight. I have been falling behind and cant seem to catch up. I can take a break at the end of this term, but I still have 16 week left in the term and am going to job training for two weeks starting next week. I am also a single mom and have no help with my kiddos. That part is fine, it just makes things feel more stressful. I feel like I am slowly losing it. I am praying, but it feels so one sided. I know He is listening though, getting the job is proof of that. I feel like I am drowning.
 
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Good.

I started writing my book again tonight. Got struck with inspiration, had to write. I have a doctor's appointment in the morning, so here's hoping nothing is wrong and here's hoping I can get on something that's not that awful seroquel.
 
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Good.

I started writing my book again tonight. Got struck with inspiration, had to write. I have a doctor's appointment in the morning, so here's hoping nothing is wrong and here's hoping I can get on something that's not that awful seroquel.
Keep it up! write to your heart's content! :thumbsup:
 
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tired and frustrated. on campus parking is horrible because you need a parking pass, which is 200$-300$. Had to walk three blocks and was late for my appointment cause of it.

a little nervous about asking the doctor about stuff.
 
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Waves*

Well feeling a little under the weather, having allergies like crazy, yesterday was a day of pure hell n heat to deal with and today possible Tstorms along with rain, oi my head feels like its in a tight globe. My roommate's son is here for the month, but we'll know for sure by Friday, due to his personal stuff that has to happen. I been doing all the driving due to he got pulled over due to a light issue on his car and no drivers license and if he gets pulled over he'll go to jail no way out of it, so there fore I drive due to other roommate works. I swear I need some down time. Yesterday I had a Dr apt forgot which office I had to be at, and then they did blood work ect to see where levels are for one med she put me on. She's an OK Dr but I do need find someone else who understands without having to explain things at times. I fight get RX's filled due to she claims they were filled when they were not, which I catch in a lie right off the bat. Argh I hate Dr's honestly.

Then once I got done there, I went back to roommate's mom place he's building some stuff into a shed so wanted me to stick around in case I had to drive get his son, he wound up going alone which I was grateful for I was exhausted from the heat and naucious from it to . So today I'm relaxing due to it hurts to move at times with out hurting but I try n bare through the pain as well. Anyways prayers around n blessings...:p:rolleyes::)
 
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