Long story short I've had many things happen in the past year. Parents got divorced I don't talk to my mom (mentally unstable). My dad has changed, negatively. He found a woman while he and my mom weren't filed for a divorce. My grandpa died. I was forced to move with my "family" to a different state because of the "marriage". I went from going to church 4-5 times a week to barely going at all not by choice it's because of my dad forcing me to go to a small church that has a youth group program for middle schoolers when I'm entering my senior year of high school. I used to have a very strong relationship with God. Now I feel like its hanging by a thread. My dad is making no effort to bring me to a church that can get me in a solid youth group. There's much more to this but it would take a very long time to type.